Those moments

those moments,
when he woke me up,
and drag me to the bathroom,
and tied my hair,
then sent me off to school...


those moments,
when i cried n sulked on the nyte b4 raya,
coz i didn have any 'kasut raya',
(act i did have one but i wore it weeks b4 raya)
he wud bring me to the nearest store and bought me one...


those moments,
when i wanted to go on a school camp,
but he said,"u cant,it's dangerous",
and i told him,"then how can my friends go and their parents allow them to?"
"coz their parents dont love them like i love u....",(im speechless)


those moments,
when we hugged each other at the airport,
where we had to leave him there coz of the september 11 incident,
i was really scared if America wud bombed that place,
but he sent us off with smiles like we are going on vacation...


those moments,
when he 'psycoed' me to stay,
where i cried in his car,
telling him how i hate the school and wanted to go home,
and he said,"he had a friend whos never go to boarding school nor hostel.and his friend regret it very very much."
again..im 'speechless' and wiped my tears...


those moments,
when i wanted a mp3 and he bought me one,
but then the mp3 broke,
and he bought another one....
i think he really knows how much i luv music and i cant live without it...


those moments,
when i want to go shoppin,
and he gave me money...


those moments,
when every morning of my bday,
he wud sing a bday song..
loud till it waken everyone..hahah


those moments,
when he sang
'sepohon kayu,daun nya rimbun.....
.....
....
walaupon hidup seribu tahun,
kalau tak sembahyang apa guna nyaa~'
....(repeat)
again n again to wake us up for Subuh


those moments,
when i kissed his hand and seek for forgiveness,
he wud jus smile and gave me angpau,
hehehe...
then we wud take a fmily picture...
=)



really missed those moments that sudden makes me cried in this early morning.
actually what i really misss is my 'ayoh' !



dear God,
i wish he cud come home for raya,eventhou i know he cudn...i also wish him gud health and wud live long long long...long...long~


love,
i-miss-my-dad-daughter