Life isn't like the sweet songs.

im so obsessed with sweet songs,
how life is so hepi having the love ones,

but
i realized,
there is no such thing called love,
before marriage.
coz it can come n go as it like.

it's like how ppl come n go,
i don't want it to be dat way,
but i cant hold on to them,
and afraid,
once hurt,it leave stain,

im so weak,
no confidence in any relationship,
even with my own besfrenss,
i do care a lot,
i do love,
i do miss,
but do they?

i don't know...

i'm on my own...