I'm just a little girl lost in the moment, I'm so scared but I don't show it.

Lenka- The Show

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go I can't do it alone I've tried
And I don't know why

Slow it down
Make it stop
Or else my heart is going to pop
'Cause it's too much
Yeah, it's a lot
To be something I'm not

I'm a fool
Out of love
'Cause I just can't get enough

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go I can't do it alone I've tried
And I don't know why

I'm just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared but I don't show it
I can't figure it out
It's bringing me down I know
I've got to let it go
And just enjoy the show

The sun is hot
In the sky
Just like a giant spotlight
The people follow the sign
And synchronize in time
It's a joke
Nobody knows
They've got a ticket to that show
Yeah

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I dont know where to go I can't do it alone I've tried
And I don't know why

I'm just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared but I don't show it
I can't figure it out
It's bringing me down I know
I've got to let it go
And just enjoy the show

Just enjoy the show

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I dont know where to go I can't do it alone I've tried
And I don't know why

I'm just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared but I don't show it
I can't figure it out
It's bringing me down I know
I've got to let it go
And just enjoy the show

dum de dum
dudum de dum

Just enjoy the show

dum de dum
dudum de dum

Just enjoy the show

I want my money back
I want my money back
I want my money back
Just enjoy the show

I want my money back
I want my money back
I want my money back
Just enjoy the show

this is it.

rasa cam bodoh giler,
rase cam di pergunakan pon ade,
senang nye kan cari org len,
takpe lah,
lagi senang aku nak lupa.
terima kasih.

kawan-kawan aku yang lain lagi hargai aku,
aku pon patut buat benda yang same,
abaikan semua ini,
aku da tak kesah~

btw
jam 11.30 tadi,eli duk msj cakap ade org nk bli brg.hahah.aku dah la tengah meeting YEC,mintak la excuse dlu.duk terkejar2 gak r balik bilik,sampai2 jek pintu kunci.ketuk2,diorg bukak sambil wish bday,siap ade kek,tiup lilin,belon2,n benda pop yg kuar strings tuh.heheh.padahal da belated.yep da sbulan pon,so aku sekarang 20 taun 1 bulan.weee~ uh2~ thank you korang !! ILYIA,MAE,ELLI,SARAH N ELLA !! SAYANGGGGGGG KORANG SUME !!

sangat heppy!
da r semalam lunch ade org blanje,tenkiu jebon.
and
dinner lak ilyia bnje,mkn ketam,tomyam,n ade lgi la lauk2.pehh.terbaikkkkk!nnti nak pegi lagi restoran tuh.

tenkiu2,
kat nisa also,
been a very gud listener.

actually,
tengah lalui saat2 genting gak r.
tensen kot.
tapi xde da.
da OKAY !
im backkk~

respect.

i respect u,
but
i dont think u respect me at all.

im not upset of wat u said,
i dun care pon,
but im so upset of u being rude,
n unrespect to me,
frens shud respect each other right.

u shud noe how to control ur temper,
or ur emotional,
u cant just cursed or talk bad bout others as u like.
u cared so much for every little things,
its such a small matter n turned up so big,
coz u donno how to give in,
i gave in so much,
not this time.

i am so sad if i lose u,
u r one of my besfren,
spend lots of time wit u,
share lots of thing.

but i noe,
later on,
the same thing will happen again n again.
i dont think i can put up with ur behaviour anymore...

it is all up to you.
i wrote this coz i care bout u,
but i also care bout myself n i also have my pride.

this post is also as a reminder to myself.
nobody's perfect.

aku tulis neh time homesick dan tak waras.

hurm.
aku tgh homesick !
yeahhh.
hahaha
pdhal bru smpai.
eh da 4 ari kot.
kjap jek...

nta nape,
ak rse cm ak xd sape2 kt utp.
sori kwn2
tgh x waras.
lonely kot...
haihh rindu mak aku,rindu rumah,rindu katil kt umah,rindu suasana rumah,
sumee yg berkisar ttg rumah lah senang cte.
heheh

nsib baik laa balek awal.
bley gak prepare emosi dan fizikal sblum mule kelas neh.
hohoh
hari ni,
aku jd faci utk program 'sehari bersama'
tapi ak rse sgt lost.
cm xd mood pon ade.
tapi2,dak2 neh klakar !
so layannn~~

pape pon saye penat..
k mau makan.

tarik diri.

been thinking.
bley tak tarik diri?
sangat down~
nak struggle biar dpt DL.
biar parents ak bangga.
huhu

but how?
"salam,aku nak trik diri bleh?,k bye".



senang nye klu camtu.

Biggest Bisnes in my life.

im selling my stuff at UTP convofair !
this is my first own stall.
i put all my money and effort on this.
im da boss n ppl work under me.
and of course they get paid.
haha.

i want it to be perfect.
already bought sum items to sell.
but im not sured if it enuff.
hoho.
but i will get everything ready soon.

i can imagine how i will arrange the stuff.
how i will decorate my little shop to be more interesting.
how i will save the little space.
so,all items can be displayed.

im so excited !
i will give the best price n pleasure to all my customers. :D

customers come first !
strive towards quantity and satisfaction !

Hasil DSLR Canon 1000D !

inilah gambar2 terbaik penah aku amek.

Photographer:Azim
Shades:Emmi
Clothes:(tgk btol2 mocca tuh)my own
Venue:Parking lot tgkt 3,area rumah chancellor condo.
Editor:www.picnik.com
Shoes:crocs malindi zebra (di beli dr hafiz dgn harga sgt berpatutan:0129759119)
Shawls:dari blogshop aku, http://sigadisbertudung.blogspot.com/



p/s:upload in case lptp tbe2 kna format cm ritu~ huhu~

D'Masiv-Di Antara Kalian

suke bangattt lagu neh !!
ayuh nyanyi same2 !!
heheh..

D'Masiv - Diantara Kalian (Ost Yasmin)

Ku akui ku sangat sangat menginginkanmu
Tapi kini ku sadar ku diantara kalian
Aku tak mengerti ini semua harus terjadi

Ku akui ku sangat sangat mengharapkan mu
Tapi kini ku sadar ku tak akan bisa
Aku tak mengerti ini semua harus terjadi

Reff:
Lupakan aku kembali padanya
Aku bukan siapa siapa untukmu
Ku cintaimu tak berarti bahwa ku harus memilikimu slamanya

Ku akui ku sangat menginginkan mu
Tapi ku sadari ku diantara kalian
Aku tak mengerti ini semua harus terjadi

Back to Reff:

Life isn't like the sweet songs.

im so obsessed with sweet songs,
how life is so hepi having the love ones,

but
i realized,
there is no such thing called love,
before marriage.
coz it can come n go as it like.

it's like how ppl come n go,
i don't want it to be dat way,
but i cant hold on to them,
and afraid,
once hurt,it leave stain,

im so weak,
no confidence in any relationship,
even with my own besfrenss,
i do care a lot,
i do love,
i do miss,
but do they?

i don't know...

i'm on my own...

Hari J U M A A T.

*model2 baju renang muslimah
:)

*bli2 auntie~ hehe

*da mader n her pink google.
cutest mother on earth !




setiap hari jumaat,
aktiviti berenang dan breakfast beramai-ramai kaum ibu Chancellor
akan diadakan.

seronoknye dapat gathering cani ngan kawan2 !

kadang-kadang.

kadang-kadang,
sabar tuh ade limit nye juge.
aku pon ade hati dan perasaan.
aku pon perempuan cam perempuan2 lain gak.

kadang-kadang,
buat la pape kat aku.
cakap la pape.
aku xkesah pon.
xnah amek hati.
klu penah pon,kjap jek pastuh cool la.

kadang-kadang,
aku pon kasar balik.
sorry la,
aku kasar klu org wat kasar ngan aku.
itu pon sgt2 jarang-jarang.
sebab aku pk,aku pompuan.
xelok kot.
kite sabar jelaa~

selalu-selalu,
klu aku nak cakap pape,
atau nak komen pape,
atau
nak kate pape,
aku akan letak diri aku kat tempat org tuh dlu.
klu rase die cam sporting ley trime,
xde hal la kan.

kadang-kadang,
mungkin aku silap.
so,
aku minta maaf laa.


p/s:saying sorry doesn't mean u have no pride,but u just heal one heart. :)