i'm sorry,i quit.

been thinking bout it this whole holiday,

but i wont tell them till i finish all my task,

i never quit,

but my heart just not into events/clubs anymore,

i am not as commited as i used too,

i want to do the best,

but i know,eventhou i say that a lot,it just doesnt work anymore,

i love joining events,

but actually,i love them more than i love my books,

haha

as much as i want to study,

but my heart and soul just keep thinking bout the events.

i turn up early at meetings(used to)

starting last sem,

im so damn lazy to go to meetings,

i would whining to my rumate(sian rumate) how lazy i am to go to meetings,

i'd rather spend my wekends at home/room than working on events,

i've thought more bout myself (academically),bout wat my parents hoping for,

im not smart,i dunno how to divide my time,i dun folow my timetable,

i really2 need to work hard on my study,

i want to make my family proud,

and i want to make myself proud (i neva proud of myself)

i just wanna be a better person.

in order to execute this special task,

i've got to be on my own,

and i dun wan to be bound to anything or anyone,

just me myself....

however,

i wont runaway,i just quit,

il be here if anyone needs me,willing to help!

p/s:nih bukan azam tahun baru.heheh