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pengalaman plg tragik pnah ak lalui.

23/03,
jam 5.40 ptg,

aku n nisa otw ke pantai.dlm pjalanan tuh,dari jauh kami nmpak bob n nasrul lari ke arah kami.bob tanye,'mane blik dr nasiman?',kami due2 xtau mane.bob pon bgtau yang amir dak matriks hilang kat pantai.aku n nisa terus lari ke pantai,aku nampak fikri lari2 xtentu arah.aku tanye die amir maner?die jwb azamir bin mokhtar,den ak tnye lagi,'die pandai brenang tak?',fikri jwb 'tak'.pastuh aku da byg mcm2,cube la tak pk bnde negatif.aku n nisa xtau nak watpe.cam tergamam.tak caye pon ade.ak nampk la dak2 lelaki yg mandi ade kat tepi pantai dgn muke down.zubir n fikri (lg satu) cam terbaring,baru lepas diselamatkan.aku xtau nak buat ape,rase sangat takut,sangat terkejut,nak nangis pon ade.cam blurr jek,aku dduk tepi tuh bdoa moga2 amir djumpai.risau sangat2,den terbayang muke die.aku teringat muke die,kteorg baru je start cakap,tegor2,baru jek amek gmbr die ngn kwn2 die b4 tuh.sume nye baru,tibe2 sumer neh berlaku.

then aku prasan,dak2 pompuan yg len xtau lagi,sebb rmai yg tido malas nak kuar.aku cepat2 kol kell(antara yg rapat ngn arwah) tapi xdpt.so aku kol ecah,sebilik ngan kell gtau diorang.kjap je pastuh,kell datang lari2 smbil nangis.aku xtau nak wtpe,aku peluk die suh sabar but aku pon nangis skali.Ya Allah,knapelah besar sangat dugaan neh.huhu.kami bru jek bgembira,sangat gembira,tbe2 jek benda neh berlaku.

da sejam lebey,
ade byg bahu.tapi pegi cari,xjmpe jugak.polis da lame smpai,n dak2 yg mndi skali da bwk pegi hospital.Alhamdullilah sume selamat,kecuali fikri kena tahan bwk pegi hospital pakar sbb ade muntah darah.huuu fikri yg bersama arwah smase mereka bdua nak ke darat smule,tapi tbe2 air jd dalam dan mereka lemas.aku da hilang harapan,bdoa smoge jasad arwah ditemui sbb hari da nak gelap,dari jauh nampak kilat.nsib baek tak ujan,usaha mncari diteruskan oleh polis dan jpa.semua org dimnta pulang untuk smyg hajat smoga jasad arwah cepat ditemui.benar kate abg adi,dari kte duduk perhati tggu tepi pantai,baek kte smyg hajat rmai2 mntak tlg Allah supaya arwah djmpai.

jam 8 lebey mlm kejadian,
kami semua dimnta berkumpul di tempat makan untuk dinner dan juge sdikit briefing.abg adi beritahu kami yg trip kami berhenti disitu.kami akan pulang esok nye kcuali mereka yg mahu stay.n still there was no sign of amir's body.kmudian,smayang hajat diteruskan.mlm tuh,aku terpikir ape aku boleh buat untuk tolong amir if i was there....cant sleep,dengar bunyi pajero kuar masuk lalu resort.huhhhh.macam mimpi ngeri.

keesokannya,
24/03,
8 pagi,
kami semua di panggil untuk breakfast.abg adi pesan,do not say anything bout azamir bcos his fmily is here.and also,i heard that his father collpsed as they arrived.i cud see his family from far sitting at the pavement.En. mokhtar seems like losing his mind,walking around while his wife accmpany him patiently.Oh God besar nye dugaan neh buat mereka.amir's body still missing in the sea.n nothing we could do other than praying n waiting.abg adi,asked for the names who wants to stay,bcos by the afternon two buses will leave the place going back to utp.then,we all just waited there not knowing wat to do.

bout 10.30 a.m,
azamir's body was found.we all ran to the place and saw the body.everybody started to cry,his sister was crying so hard,saying to her mother,'mak,tgk ni abg mandi laut.....'.and his father was collapsed and keep saying,'ya Allah,anak aku seorang yang baik,aku redha' lots of time.no one can stop crying,it was the saddest moment ever.the body was then sent to hospital for post mortem and will be send straight to his house in taiping.

just yesterday,
he was alive,all happy,laughing,taking picture and having fun together.but,God loves him more,so he was taken away from us and we have to accept it wheter we like it or not and our life must go on.however,he will always be in our heart,mohd azamir bin mokhtar will never be forgotten.now,i can feel how close we are to death,maybe tomorow our turn,and we will never be ready to face it.but we have to face it and cant never run away....

Al-Fatihah...

semoga roh arwah dicucuri rahmat dan ditempatkan bersama golongan org yang beriman.aminnn~