aRiDaN is NaDiRa

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2012-01-21T10:32:00.003+08:00

Macam-macam berlaku tahun lepas (2011),mendapat pengajaran terbesar dalam 22 tahun aku hidup dan juge berjaya menambah koleksi2 indah yg banyak bersama kwn2 dan keluarga :D

i didn regret the worst situation that i had been thru coz i know my life jus get started. i was a weak wobbly girl but not anymore,i cud face the world better today and tomorow than yesterday...

i am also glad i have everyone by my side,i met new frens,new besfrens and most importantly the new me!hehe. I had so much fun in 2011 eventhou i forgot half of it which i will continue to forget as if it didn happen,it was just a bad dream to introduce me to the evil world.

2012 had started off great!!yeahh since it was holidays and im broke already!spend too much money on shoppin and foods but i didnt care coz im doing all that with the people i love.

i wish i cud thank everyone that always made my day. Thank you for the loves y'all!! ♥

p/s: i wanted to make a collage pics of wats happenin last year.but its too manyyyyyyyyy ;D

Hikmah.

2011-12-20T19:53:00.001+08:00

baru-baru ni aku kehilangan barang paling berharga dalam hidup aku.

antara barang2 berharga laa.

nasib baik yang lain selamat.huhu

aku seperti mak kehilangan anak selama sejam.

ke hulur ke hilir,tertonggek-tonggek mencari-cari.

selepas tuh aku give up,memang sah! kena curi takle watpe da.

dengan perasaan berbaur cuak dan sedih.

cuak sebab aku tak hafal no sape2 pon selain mak aku dan no aku sendiri.hehe

sedih sebab...aku rase kehilangan half of me.

very sad indeed,breakup pon aku tak nangis.

so, i broke down in the train,cryin my heart out.then, a girl about my age comforted me,so sweet of her...huhu

5 minit kemudian aku decide...beli baru!!its not the end of the world just yet.i'll buy sumthin a lot more awesome.otak aku mula la berkira-kira duit yang aku ade. teehee.

selepas aku buat loan dengan ah yoh campur ngan saving sket, 16 disember tarikh keramat.aku da dapat pengganti :D gumbira nak mampus.tersengih sepanjang hari sehingga hari ini :)

itu la, patah tumbuh hilang berganti. ;)

Quitter.

2011-12-13T21:34:00.001+08:00

Carrie Underwood- Quitter

Here's how it goes
Boy meets girl, girl leaves boy
That's all I know
All I've done, all my life

'Cause throughout history
I've only been with jerks
Who couldn't take it
But you see the picket fence
the swing on the front porch
With us two on it

When I believe that nothing lasts forever
You stay with me, keeping us together
And make me feel like I never ever wanna give you up
'Til now, I've always been a quitter

You rescued me
Saved my life just in time
Saw past all my issues and scars
And made me try

'Cause oh, the way you're kissing me
Makes it hard to breathe
But I still like it
Oh oh, it truly feels like a dream
You know exactly how I want it

I believe that nothing lasts forever
You stay with me, keeping us together
And make me feel like I never ever wanna give you up
'Til now, I've always been a quitter

I've always been a quitter

When I believe that nothing lasts forever
You stay with me, keeping us together
And make me feel like I never ever wanna give you up
'Til now, I've always been a quitter

I've always been a quitter

p/s:i haven't met u yet ;)

9gag #1

2011-12-05T00:09:00.000+08:00

Taking chances.

2011-11-28T03:33:00.002+08:00

this post is about sumone not taking his chances.

he had so many chances but none,he did nothing.

maybe he is just not interested at all.

anyhow that was it.

no more chances.

well, at least i tried. if it's not workin then it is not meant to be.

Blue Valentine.

2011-11-23T00:09:00.002+08:00

How are you gonna trust your feelings when it can disappear?

How To Love?

2011-11-21T08:41:00.002+08:00

almost all the time i think of u,

in the morning,when im online,offline,before i go to bed.

and all the time i act cool in front of u to hide the excitement talkin or meetin u.

its not ive known u for long but there's this chemistry that i found it hard to find with other men.

i really thought it was only a crush.

i can't afford to hurt again.

i can't tell whether u like me or like me not...

Makan-makan.

2011-11-19T11:12:00.010+08:00

lately aku banyak spend time kat dapur.hahah.

bes kot dapur ni.kecik.barang2 xbanyak.

masak simple2 da cukup da.

awal2 dulu masak nasi je,lauk bli kat kafe tapi klu gi bli kat kafe,

kadang-kadang tak puas ati laaa.mahal la tak sedap la.

so masak je la sendiri simple2,sedap dan jimat banyakkkk.

dan of course aku tweet almost everytime aku siap masak.

hahaha. no reason,just that twitter has become an important part

of my life.cam my acting bf la pulak.

sumtimes it respond back too XD

Food Collections

telur rebus sparuh masak.haha.nampak simple tapi kena pandai bajet mase la.breakfast plg simple dan kenyang lagi sedap!

yang ni sume orang pandai masak.hahah.cume aku tambah udang je (konon nak wat jemput udang tapi tepung tarak)

RBTM Cheeeeeeeese, fav dish for supper!

dengan kaki2 masuk gambar.carbonara macaroni.simple gle.

nih la simple lunch aku.terung panggang and ayam grg sos tiram or ayam grg kunyit ke.yang penting bawang tuh kena banyak.sedappppp

ok.tipulah aku buat yang ni.haha.steak ni aku makan kat Dubliners Ipoh,murah la.satu set meal siap starter,meal,dessert n drink from as low as RM15 dan siyes sedappp!!

nih dessert kat Dubliners.hehehe.have to go again!XD

Rambling; Part 2.

2011-11-14T20:12:00.004+08:00

it was so much fun, i finally had "that" excitement

and that feelings made my little heart goes thump thump,

but it didnt last long coz i know i will never be that special someone.

i just knew it and now im feelin worse than i felt before i've met you.

MENCIKKKK!!!!

why did it end so fast?

:'(

#foreveralone

Rambling.

2011-11-06T16:43:00.003+08:00

makan tak kenyang....

tidur tak lena...

mandi tak basah....

hmm?

i just wanna enjoy this 'gedik' feelings ^.^

i think i like you,hope you like me too.

but sorry,i don't know how to show my feelings...

One wish.

2011-10-29T01:13:00.003+08:00

one thing i would like to ask from u,

already asked i think...

dun u ever ever ever ever appear in front of me ever ever ever again.

AND

dun u ever ever ever ever look for me ever ever ever again.

not now or ever.

fullstop.

Everybody hurts.

2011-10-25T00:52:00.001+08:00

When your day is long and the night, the night is yours alone,
When you're sure you've had enough of this life, well hang on
Don't let yourself go, 'cause everybody cries n everybody hurts sometimes

Sometimes everything is wrong. Now it's time to sing along
When your day is night alone, (hold on, hold on)
If you feel like letting go, (hold on)
If you think you've had too much of this life, well hang on

'Cause everybody hurts. Take comfort in your friends
Everybody hurts. Don't throw your hand. Oh, no. Don't throw your hand
If you feel like you're alone, no, no, no, you are not alone

If you're on your own in this life, the days and nights are long,
When you think you've had too much of this life to hang on

Well, everybody hurts sometimes,
Everybody cries. And everybody hurts sometimes
And everybody hurts sometimes. So, hold on, hold on
Hold on, hold on, hold on, hold on, hold on, hold on
Everybody hurts. You are not alone

Reality.

2011-10-12T00:32:00.004+08:00

no matter what happens i will always believe it was real,

all of it, even if it's not.

so it would be less hurt,

and i won't look back,

because when i think about it i'll smile and slowly forgetin it.

let it come by suprise and stay on purpose....hihi

Awaken :)

2011-10-06T23:01:00.002+08:00

my hols were the best ever,i was all over south malaysia includin singapore.hihi

and now im back to school !

it wasnt the same anymore,i felt like im a new person yet with the same attitude thou.

but my way of thinkin has changed much,matured much i guess.

enjoying too much also. :D

however,what im glad most is i've proved myself to be a better,stronger,and optimistic person.

A good life is when you assume nothing, do more, smile often, dream big , laugh a lot, & realize how blessed you are for what you have.

Best Thing I Never Had

2011-09-11T15:29:00.002+08:00

What goes around comes back around (hey my baby)
What goes around comes back around (hey my baby)
What goes around comes back around (hey my baby)
What goes around comes back around (hey my baby)

There was a time
I thought, that you did everything right
No lies, no wrong
Boy I, must've been outta my mind
So when I think of the time that I almost loved you
You showed your ass and I saw the real you

Thank God you blew it
Thank God I dodged the bullet
I'm so over you
So baby good lookin' out

[Chorus]
I wanted you bad
I'm so through with it
Cuz honestly you turned out to be the best thing I never had
You turned out to be the best thing I never had
And I'm gon' always be the best thing you never had
I bet it sucks to be you right now

So sad, you're hurt
Boo hoo, oh, did you expect me to care?
You don't deserve my tears
I guess that's why they ain't there
When I think that there was a time that I almost loved you
You showed your ass and I saw the real you

Thank God you blew it
Thank God I dodged the bullet
I'm so over you
Baby good lookin' out

[Chorus]
I wanted you bad
I'm so through with it
Cuz honestly you turned out to be the best thing I never had
I said, you turned out to be the best thing I never had
And I'll never be the best thing you never had
Oh baby I bet sucks to be you right now

I know you want me back
It's time to face the facts
That I'm the one that's got away
Lord knows that it would take another place, another time, another world, another life
Thank God I found the good in goodbye

[Chorus]
I used to want you so bad
I'm so through it that
Cuz honestly you turned out to be the best thing I never had
You turned out to be the best thing I never had
And I will always be the, best thing you never had.
Best thing you never had!

I used to want you so bad
I'm so through it that
Cause honestly you turned out to be the best thing I never had
Oh you turned out to be the best thing I never had
Oh I will never be the best thing you never had
Oh baby, I bet it sucks to be you right now

Goes around, comes back around
Goes around, comes back around
Bet it sucks to be you right now
Goes around, comes back around
Bet it sucks to be you right now
Goes around, comes back around
Bet it sucks to be you right now

p/s:this song is so like how i felt!!

Raya With Family & Friends

2011-09-03T23:12:00.007+08:00

Raya this year is a bit diff than last years coz we just moved to a new house and i also got a new family member,my sister in law, kak husna.hihi

now i felt like i really lived here (Dungun) since i last stayed here 8 years ago.wah.feels like home to me :) this is home la !!

most importantly, my friends,they are all still here and i just realized our frenship grew a lot more stronger than before.eventhou, i've studied here for only 1 and 1/2 years,i did manage to make many frens dat still last till today.some of them even became my close frens. :)

i hope that our friendship last forever !! :')

Selamat Hari Raya Maaf Zahir Batin for those who's reading !!

Raya visits & short trip to Mesra Mall and Pantai Kemasik

my most generous fren,cik hud :)

open house at our former teacher's house (my fren's mother)

pizza treat from nuar :D

with one of my bfffff,izutttt

posing ape ni tatau nye pon~

i love pantai

ske ah gamba ni...rase belum puas :(

im flying!!~

Tag myself.

2011-08-27T01:01:00.003+08:00

heh.
two years ago,i used to read this blog jebonisme.it's been a while i havent read it since the owner ~~stop~~ (rare) posting.
today,i've read it again and it still damn funny #LMAO

so,i decided to tag myself coz i got nothin to do.

1) Do you think you're hot?
nope.my dad is not a fireman.lameeee~

2)Upload your favorite picture of you

3)Why do you like that picture?
hmm gambar ni wat ak wonder.tang mane tuh aku nampak cm da/tengah kawin.anyhow i do look gorgeous...orang kate la,bkn aku kate.haha

4)When was the last time you ate pizza?
a month ago?xhingat la plak ble.da siap cerna da haa

5)The last song you listened to
Linkin Park-Iridescent.
sukeee lagu ni.ske lirik die,buat aku let go everything yang kacau jiwa aku.dan mesti sume orang musykil iridescent tuh ape,hehehe selepas aku google aku mendapati iridescent tuh macam kaler pelangi yang korang nampak kat surface bubbles or bugs tuhh.interesting kan?vidclip pon gempak.bumblebeeee~

6)What are you doing right now besides this?
gtalk-ing with frens and wondering is ketereh at sumwhere i tot it is...hmm kna tunggu balik kelantan ni.

7)What name do you prefer besides yours?
soklan cepu emas ni.kenape cepu emas?aku pon tatau.tapi klu boleh la,klu la boleh name aku ade nur ke..nurul ke...puteri ke..nahhh aku da cukup puas hati dan bangga dengan nama aku skrang.simple and fab.

8)People to tag:

Westlife
Jessie Jay
Rafidah (Kasih Alia)
Mamat (sepah)
Linkin park

9)Who is number one?
sume orang kenal kot,aku tak perlu explain.reason aku letak westlife no satu sebab nanti aku pergi konsert dorang.hahah.bukannye peminat kipas mati,tapi rumet aku memang minat giler.so why not goin with girlfrengsssss kan.Our first big concert,dlu duk rancang je lebih tak jadi jugakk.da final year baru jadi.hahaha.(maybe sbb westlife nye concert safer kot?)

gosh i've realized there are so many things i wanna do with my frens before settlin down.single life rocks as always!!

10)Number 3 is having a relationship with?
with no 4 obviously.hahaha.nih aku dengar mak aku gosip tadi.mamat tuh tak ensem ke?(mak aku yg kate).aku tengok ok je.tinggi..tough...sesuai je la ngan rafidah@kasih@alia.heh.

11)Say something about number 5
umm.first rock+ rappin band i've ever heard.sekarang da banyak la kot band yang tiru linkin park.not much la yang aku sal LP,they always rocks.aku suke first album dorang and yang latest skrang.yang lain pon kot...aku pon tak sure mane stu 1st,2nd,3rd...album...layan je sume

12)How about number 4?
in relationship with no 3

13)Who is number 2?
aku pon baru kenal sebab die femes ngan lagu price tag(ringtone kakk aku) tapi 1st tym dengar lagu die aku trus cari kt utube.perghh die nyanyi live mmg torrrbayeeekk.suke-suke!!she got her own style and great talent mehh.
btw,i tag her coz i've seen her vidclip-nobody's perfect this afternoon and l.o.v.i.n.g it!!hmm aku rase die nampak kurus sket dalam video ni nak banding mase die debut dlu.pape pon kurus ke gemuk ke,her voice still superbbb.

end

da kul 1,baru siap post ni.haha

Ibu Tertua Di Dunia

2011-08-24T23:43:00.004+08:00

aku tak penah post pasal facts walaupon aku slalu gugel artikel bes2.hari ni aku terpikir nak tau umur wanita paling tua yang berjaya mengandung dan melahirkan anak.

jeng jeng jeng~

Rajo Devi Lohan, 70 tahun (2008)

Dia ngan laki die ni peladang yang miskin dan da lame nak anak sejak 50 tahun berkahwin.Malangnya tak dapat-dapat.Akhirnya, mereka laki bini buat loan sebanyak 2,000 paun (+-RM10,000) untuk buat teknik IVF di sebuah klinik di India dan berjaya conceived a baby girl. 7 bulan kemudian baby girl called Naveen pon dilahirkan.

Namun begitu terdapat komplikasi dari proses kelahiran itu iaitu pendarahan dalaman dan kerosakan rahim.Oleh itu doktor menasihati beliau untuk stay in bed tapi die tak dengar dan terus membuat kerja2 memerah susu lembu menyebabkan die trus stay in bed skrang.Nak angkat anak sendiri pon tak larat :(

Walau bagaimanapun, mereka laki bini tak pernah menyesal kerana itu impian mereka selama ini...

source: google.com(rajo devi)

Toleration.

2011-08-15T20:54:00.006+08:00

people thought i cud tolerate with everythin.

sayin yes to everythin they want.

however,

there are things i cant tolerate and never will eventho i cud lose things that i adore.

Karma is a bitch.

2011-08-10T00:53:00.000+08:00

how come things changes drastically?
i wud never tot it wud ~~turn out~~ end up this way.
i guess its true that,

'if they only want you around when things are going good, they don't love you'; ohteenquotes

Appreciation

2011-07-14T08:23:00.003+08:00

Thank you,

Terima Kasih,

Tenkiu,

TQ,

isn't that hard to say thank you..

Appreciate others and urself today

;)

Friends.

2011-07-11T21:50:00.006+08:00

You might have many friends,thousands of them but are they considered ur frens if today, they treat u like u r the only fren in the world but the nex day they act as if they dunno u.

well, i wud never treat my frens like that.i wud never forget them,il hang out with them if i have much time.

but,my point here is to say wat true frens really are,eventho u used to be closed to them but then things happen and we kinda broken up...:(

still when we hang out,nothin else matter...we go back to wat we used to be :D

(eventho im the VICTIM)

yet we really are like we used to be (after 7 months not meetin) and im glad. :')

lookin foward for more hang-outs!:D

senyum kekenyangan

uberman wanna be.mwahahahah

duwe segan tnjuk rambut baru

some of the dishes yg smpt ditangkp,yg len da masuk peruttt

drum roll pls

2011-06-11T22:47:00.005+08:00

yeah~

welcome my new baby LX5!! tadaaaa~

still haven't found the right name yet but surely Mr,Incik or Abang.keh3

sorry lambat introduce this most owsomenesssst gadjet ever..wahhh *clap*

eventho ive been craving for DSLR,yet i had also been craving for a compact.

as u and i cud see here---->THE 5 WANTED LIST

before this no 5 was lumix compact cmera.hehe den changed to DSLR after i managed to save up sum cash.

luckily,i changed my mind last minute coz if i used up ALL my savings on a DSLR, i cudn do shoppin,eat out at nice restaurants, go on trips, watchin movies, treat my family,my love,n frens,cudnt change my fon service to Digi (smart plan :D), so many things dat i hve to restrain myself from doin to b exact.

but still,i really need a gud camera to capture good,happy events and moments ^.^

so after a weeek?few days i think,to consider which is the best camera to b my 3rd companion.

i found this great LUMIX LX5 with a bargain price which is cheaper RM200 den the normal market price...hehe thanks to LOWYAT.net ;D

i havent really test the cmera yet since i didn have the chance to take it out on an outing.hehe

but soon there'll be more posts which cover only pictures to show how great this cam is.haha. :)

ensem kan?

after a day,few accessories hv been added.hehe

btw the pouch is fully hand-made by me!totally handsewn k(tym ofis hour lak tuh)hehe

harap-harap esok boleh bawak jalan-jalan ;D

Bukannya aku takut.

2011-04-16T21:31:00.003+08:00

currently,

im learning how to play guitar.haha.hmm da masuk 2 minggu kot.

tapi dis week lg hardcore la,sebab boring tatau nk watpe.

sekarang nga blaja lagu bawah ni,lepas dgr kat maharaja lawak yg zizan nyanyi...walaupon brape saat je tapi dengar cam best je.so gugel la spe yg nyanyi.upenye lagu indon da lame da..tapi chord die agak senang lah..boleh folo..hehe

Intro : C 2x
Am F C G C

Dm
ku tak peduli
G Em A
bila ku benar-benar cinta mati
Dm
ku tak peduli
G Dm
ku memang begini
G Em A
bila ku benar-benar cinta mati
Dm
ku tak peduli
G F
apa saja yang kuinginkan
Em G
kamu rela

C Dm
bukannya aku takut
G F
akan kehilangan dirimu
Em Am
tapi aku takut
F G
kehilangan cintamu
C Dm
mungkin saja saat itu
G F
kau mempermainkan aku
Em Am
seakan kau bisa
A# G
membalas cintaku

Dm
kau tak kan mengerti
G Em A
yang selama ini kurasakan pasti
Dm
kau tak peduli
G F
bila saja yang kuinginkan
Em G
kamu rela

Interlude : C Bm Am G
F Em Dm G
C Bm Am Em F C G

D Em
bukannya aku takut
A G
akan kehilangan dirimu
F#m Bm
tapi aku takut
G A
kehilangan cintamu
D Em
mungkin saja saat itu
A G
kau mempermainkan aku
F#m Bm
seakan kau bisa
C A
membalas cintaku

D Em A G F#m Bm G A 2x

p/s:susunan chord ngan lirik tuh xbtol sket.pandai2 la betolkan sendiri...

astroooooooo

2011-04-11T19:47:00.003+08:00

perkara diatas berserta status di FB adalah dirujuk.

dengan ini,pihak saya ingin memohon jasa baik tuan ayah dan puan mak untuk memulangkan semula 'astro decoder' ke tempat asalnya di Kuala Lumpur.

bersama-sama ini disertakan sebab-sebab bagi tindakan di atas:

kebosanan tahap melampau boleh menjejaskan kesihatan mental mahupun fizikal
kehidupan tidak ceria
tidak 'up-to-date' dengan siri-siri terkini seperti, buletin utama,'american idol',mentor, mahupun akademi fantasia
selalu menggaru kepala memikirkan aktiviti yang sesuai
sentiasa bengang dan marah dengan internet yang lembab (ade kaitan ke?)
twitter menjadi mangsa luahan ketidakpuasan (mungkin blog juge)
kain lambat dilipat kerana sudah terbiasa melipat di depan tv
dan macam-macam lagi yang tidak dapat diperjelaskan disini (segan)

oleh yang demikian,diharapkan pihak tuan dan puan dapat memberi penilaian dari segala aspek kehidupan anak tuan puan dan berharap 'astro decoder' dapat dikembalikan ataupun mendapatkan yang baru bagi menggantikannya.

sekian,terima kasih.

"gunakan nikmat untuk khidmat" (tagline rakan muda)

yang benar,

Ir Nadira

bangga.

2011-04-09T21:04:00.003+08:00

yapppp

dengan bangga nyaaa,isu baju dan adiah suda selesai.

baju sgt cntik.mungkin bleh lwn pengantin.keh3

dan juga terima kasih kwn2 for making my wekend :)

hari ni penat round midvalley bersama cik Azzah.

lame gilerrrrrrrr tak kua and update stories.

so today was awesome.

terharu gle sanggup jmpe aku even sok da nak fly back to India. :(

after talkin to her about everythin,i now noe wat's the right thing to do with my life.

she really open up my mind,hope i hd help her too.

ok enuff with the ramblingsss

so tadi ktorg saling bertukar hadiah.haha

da la due2 kasi beg.

then due2 beli beg...aiyo mmg gila beg BEGILA!

hmmm

nk uplod gambar tapi cable fon ni bengong skit.

penat la pulak..

tdo dlu~

emosi terganggu.

2011-04-07T21:58:00.002+08:00

lately,emosi senang terganggu.dengar lagu2 jiwang je,hati da rase sebak.

hahaha.

bukan pk ape pon.

lagu tuh emosi sangat.haha.

contoh lagu ni.memang sedih.kesian betol... :'(

marry me.

2011-04-04T22:30:00.005+08:00

i think my life is quiet miserable.

why?

coz i've got so much loves and tears to give yet,there's no one i cud give it to.

everytime i felt lonely,i drove back home.

yet now,i am at home and my loneliness getting worse.

shud i be driving to Terengganu rite now?hahah.

anyhow,even my family rite in front of me.i still feel lonely deep in my heart.sigh.

i dun understand how other ppl living their life alone.those unmarried till old.maybe their partners were called earlier by God.Hope mine is still out there.ameen~

p/s:

To my future husband, do marry me as soon as u found me k?missing u badly XD,

Love ♥,

Your patiently waiting wife, Nadira.

recalculating.

2011-04-03T11:59:00.003+08:00

my second biggest issue apart from living alone is MONEY.haha

bukan nye aku tade duit.ade tuh ade tapi da lama aku save up untuk beli satu kamera yang canggih yang lebih canggih dari Mr Olympus which i bought 2nd hand a year ago.

oleh itu,kerana duit juge aku jual mr olym and also my one and only musical instrument.the keyboard.heheh.

ok now.duit da cukup tapi2 tiba-tiba pagi ni dilemma nak bli 550d macam ayah aku ke atau nak bli latest model 600d which is RM300-400 lagi mahal.at the same time,my brother is getting married so nak bli hadiah die lagi dan juga nak bli baju untuk pakai during the feast lagi X.X (ade stu baju kurung yg ak sgt2 berkenan tapi hrga die RM180 bajet RM100 je)

sekarang semua da terlebih bajet.tapi aku perlukan kamera tuh before wedding day,i thot of making a video montage for them since they didn hire any kmeraman.at the same time oso,my mum moved to terengganu and my periuk nasi is now gone.aihh.more money needed this month for food supply (macam duk kat utan je).

what shud i do ni.barang2 jualan ade lagi,ingat nak lelong habih tapi tade kmera nak snap pics.huwaaaaaaaaaa.dilemma.

bli kamera-->duit ckup untuk menampung idup--->but no wedding present--->no baju kurung that i crave for

but i also hope it turn out this way,

bli kamera--->duit cukup untuk menampung idup-->amik gmbr brg2 lawa2--->all items sold--->bli wedding present--->bli baju kurung that i crave for :D :D

but what happens if,

bli kamera--->duit cukup untuk menampung idup-->amik gmbr brg2 lawa2--->barang2 xlaku--->no wedding present--->no baju kurung that i crave for :( :(

huwaaaaaaaa tatau tatau.

wedding tuh this 30/4 arghhh sempat ke ni?

need to get a part tym job i guessed.AHA!

home alone.

2011-03-31T22:40:00.000+08:00

when i heard the news that my mother n brother are moving to Dungun Terengganu,im like..im freeeeeeeeee~ no one gonna control me.(devil inside me)

but today is their moving day,i feel like cryingggg huwaaaaaa :'(

being alone with no rumate in UTP las semester already gve me an impact but at least ive got all my frens there.here in KL,staying alone here in a 3 room house will surely absolutely put me down.i have to tke care of me myself.nobody gonna care.frens are not around closely like in UTP.they can only accompany me from far.

i donno how long i can endure this lonliness of living on my own yet there's no choice,ive got to be stronger and more independent.

still im super sad :'(

i wish she changed her mind today...

rahsia tarikh lahir ?

2011-03-09T21:22:00.002+08:00

sekarang kan musim rahsia tarikh lahir kat facebook, sume org duk gne application ni pstuh tag mmbe2.hehehe.tp xjmpe bulan jun punye which is my birth month.

so,gugel la rahsia tarikh lahir datuk dr fadilah kamsah nye.mari paste di bawah:

JUN

berfikiran jauh dan berwawasan
mudah ditawan kerana sikap baik
perangai lemah lembut
mudah berubah sikap, sangat banyak idea
bersikap sensitif
otak sentiasa aktif berfikir
sukar melakukan sesuatu dengan segera, suka menanguh-nangguh
sikap pemilih kerana selalu inginkan yang terbaik dan cerewet
cepat marah dan cepat sejuk
suka bercakap dan berdebat
suka buat lawak dan bergurau
otak cerdas dan berangan-rangan
mudah dan pandai berkawan
orangnya sangat tertib
pandai mempamerkan sikap
mudah kecil hati
mudah terkena selesema
suka berkemas
cepat rasa bosan
kurang pamerkan perasaan
lambat sembuh bila terluka hati
suka barangan berjenama
mudah jadi eksekutif
kedegilan yang tidak terkawal
siapa yang memuji saya adalah musuh saya, siapa yang menegur saya adalah kawan saya

mula-mula baca cam lawak gak,mostly betul lah tapi entah lah.boleh tgk rahsia tuh disini

Sari Ratu.

2011-03-03T09:44:00.000+08:00

This is my first food review !! *clap*
ok lah.aku sangat beruntung sebab almost everyweek aku dpt mkn free,org banje la of course.Tuh yang bes kje kat consultant ni.hehe

This is the closest restaurant at my office and oso the most expensive of the area.People that cme here mostly drivin in merc,bmw,honda,toyota and saga (thats me) haha.

Yesterday was my ummmm 4th time i was treated for lunch there.The restaurant called Sari Ratu specialized in nasi padang which is from indonesia.

The place is fully aircond but they oso hve tables outside for smokers.The service is good and fast.

Now lets check out the dishes !!

I dun remember the dishes name but what i like most nope loveee most is the gulai urat tunjang.The urat is like 'kenyal2' and it taste.gulp.terbaikkkk.From the pic it is the upper middle one.

These are the dishes that were chosen by coworker.haha.pelahap gle amek lauk byk2.They serve the dishes in small plate and the gulai in clay pot.Above are the kentang grg,gulai urat,udang petai,daging hitam kerisik,sambal cili petai and terung grg lada.It seems simple but it has its own taste.

Overall i give 4/5 for this restaurant.Everyone shud try once in a while not everyday la since its 5 times more expensive than normal restaurants.

Now otw to bidor and ipoh,hoping to get lunch at a good restaurant for freeeee~

-- Post From My iPhone

Sharing is caring.

2011-03-01T14:45:00.001+08:00

Perhatian,

Ini bukan hasil tangan saya,saya quote dari kawan saya yang foward guna gtalk dan dia takda blog.Tapi saya suka apa yang dia tulis, patut dikongsikan dengan orang lain dan rujukan untuk diri sendiri

"Anda mahu duit?

Anda pernah di jaja untuk mendapat kan duit?

Kali nie aku nak ckp pulak pasal MLM.

Aku bukan nak buruk-burukkan MLM, cuma nak kongsi dengan anda semua pendapat aku mengenainya. Aku pun harap kamu boleh komen pape yang anda rasa.

1. Kamu semua sedar x , mengapa yang ajak anda itu selalunya MELAYU? Kamu semua cuba tanya.
Siapakah yang paling atas? Pengasas MLM tersebut la. Selalu bangsa lain kan? Tapi kenapa bangsa
mereka tidak ramai yang masuk? Sebab MELAYU nie mudah tertipu dengan wang. MAri kita sambung.

2. Betul ke boleh kaya? Anda mesti ditunjukkan dengan penyata kewangan. Banyak income dia masukkan. Anda kenal ke siapa yang ditunjukkan? Cuba minta penyata yang bercerita pulak.

3. Pastu miesti mereka tunjuk cara-cara mana anda dapat wang:
Contoh:
Modal : RM100 sekali masuk.

1 orang masuk bawah anda atau beli produk anda anda dapat komisyen RM10

Katakan dalam sehari ada 4 orang masuk , Anda dapat RM40

Kemudian , dalam masa seminggu ;

7 hari x RM40 = 280

Jika sebulan , anda dapat ;

4 minggu x RM 280 = RM 1120

Jika 2 bulan ,anda dapat :

2 bulan x RM 1120 = RM 2240

Pernahkah anda ditunjukkan pengiraan begini? Sebenarnya ada ada perkara yang anda sedang
tertipu. Bolehkah anda mencari 1 orang untuk beli produk anda atau masuk bawah anda?
Bolehkah mendapatkan 4 orang dalam masa sehari? Dalam masa dua bulan anda boleh
mendapatkan berapa ramai orang?

Dan jika anda tidak berjaya menarik orang lain dalam sistem ini? Anda akan kehilangan modal
RM100 tadi.

4. Sekarang cuba perhatikan kan kiraan saya pula ,

Untuk mendapatkan RM100 anda balik , anda perlu mencari 10 orang.

Tetapi , Big Boss anda sudah mendapat RM 1100 termasuk duit anda. Tetapi anda tidak untung
apa-apa. Kerana hanya mendapatkan modal anda semula.

Untuk anda pula , selain dari tidak mendapat apa-apa. Anda telah kerugian masa , wang ringgit ,
minyak kereta atau motor, Hanya untuk mendapat RM100 tadi. Maksud saya untuk mencari orang
yang berminat masuk. (Dalam erti lain , anda perlu menipu orang lain pula setelah anda ditipu)

Jadi nasihat aku. Jangan la mudah diperdaya. Jangan mudah tertutup akal fikiran hanya kerana wang.
Tidak perlu anda memegang bara api. Jika sudah terpegang. Nanti anda pula terpaksa memberi bara tersebut kepada orang lain kerana takut terbakar diri (RUGI)."

Money Lose More.

2011-02-28T22:26:00.004+08:00

MLM.

have u heard of them?yes them.cos there are more than 2 no 2mil?whose practicing MLM aka Multilevel marketing or pyramid system.where the leader on top gain the most money.the objective of most MLM is to make a product and sell them way way way wehyy!! beyond their original price.

and,

using other people (frens,family,strangers,enemy) to promote and sell the product which they will also automatically be a part of the pyramid.yahooo.Then these people will influence their frens,family,strangers,enemies to buy ,promote and sell the product to get commissions.

unfortunately,sooner or later there will be toooooo many MLM-ers selling the same product and no one joining?so who will give money to the uplines?and also the downlines la of course.

tadehal lah!

as long as woman get pregnant more babies will be made.weeeeeee and future MLM-ers will be born.errrrrrrrrr

but what will happen if sumone made a better product and selling at cheaper price?no matter what happen,im sure the system will corrupt. from what i can say, the product of these MLMs is recruiting downline.

why?

becoz where the money comes from?from downlines of course,they paid for the package or maybe there's one or two that really interested in the product itself.but hey the product does not cost that much lahhh.

ok fine,u wanna help ur frens,family,strangers,enemies,sedare seislam,satu malaysia to be richhh.bwahahaha.bulls*it! u just want their money la.this is what happen when money is our priority.

so be modest,work hard for money,do real bisnes not recruiting bisnes and dun lie !

peace out !

layan ni sepam.

flyfm.

2011-02-23T23:49:00.001+08:00

my fav radio station ever !
suke yang amat sampai aku tukar channel radio kat ofis dr Suria FM kpd Fly FM.
ehhhh Suria pon best !! tapi part lagu rock kapak tengahari buta tuh,gua xle layan r.rase berat je mata....

Fly fm gak aku suke dari dulu lagi iaitu sejak ade kereta sendiri,radio aku hanyalah utk fly fm xpon kdg2 hot fm dan lain lain.Fly fm slalu putar(gle skema) lagu-lagu baru yang best,masyuk,rancak,sweet and so on.Pape pon aku paling suke fly fm alarm call,gelak sorang2 lam kete cam org gile.sumpah lawak,klu de kompilasi alarm calls ni konpem aku donlod trus masuk ipod.hehe.kadang-kadang ade gak lawak2 bodoh yg callers share.

so ade la satu lawak bodoh a random caller shared;

one day,a father brought home a lie detector machine where the machine will slap people that tell lies.he bought it with the purpose to avoid his kid from lying.so here goes the story...
(at home)
dad:did u go to school today boy?
boy:yes,of course
(the machine slaps the boy)
boy:come on, it's not like u never skipped school before,dad
dad:i never did
(the machine slaps dad)
mum:hahaha,like father like son
(the machine slaps the mother)

500 gram.

2011-02-22T23:11:00.005+08:00

tadi aku timbang berat badan dan berat aku bertambah lagi 500 gram :D

klu sekilo lagi aku happy.pelik bukan?

orang len sedih,tensen,emo,nangis klu berat dorg nek.aku lak terbalik...aku rase tuh la saat paling bahagia.hahaha.

orang gemuk tensen ble orang tegur die gemuk,same gak cam aku,aku tensen bila orang cakap aku kurus keding.rase nak mengamuk,nak tampar nak terajang nak sepak pon adee...eh tipu la tuh.hehe,tade la sampai camtuh but it does make me upset,sad,emo, dan swaktu dgnnya.

kadang-kadang tuh,tengah aku happy2 kecoh2 gumbira tbe2 ade orang tegur cakap, "nad,ko ni anorexia ea?",fakkkkkkkkkkkkkkk (maaf mncarut) tapi dalam hati je.kat muke aku senyum :), eh nede, aku suke makan,suke makan sangat2 !!! tercalar hati gua yang tengah happy2 trus down down down...~

aku rase dorang tatau pon maksud anorexia tuh hapee,boleh diibaratkan macam menghina da tuh..ni haa maksud anorexia,aku trus copy paste dr wikipedia;

Anorexia nervosa is an eating disorder characterized by refusal to maintain a healthy body weight and an obsessive fear of gaining weight, often coupled with a distorted self image which may be maintained by various cognitive biases that alter how the affected individual evaluates and thinks about her or his body, food and eating.

Dalam erti kata lain atau pon dalam bahasa melayu;anorexia ni bermaksud penyakit xnak makan sebab takut naik berat badan.and again,i stress out here im exactly the other way around which is i love eating so mucha2 but just hard to gain weight.however,when im in stress situation which is unhappy,i always lose my appetite.so pls dun make me unhappy by accusing me having anorexia.haha.

tapi sekarang gua tak kesah,gua kental dan orang pon ingat gua kental sebab tuh dorang leh pijak gua kaw3.takpe2 gua memang cool,gua xamek hati pon.komen2 lu sume ertinye lu sume kesah pasal gua risau tengok gua kurus keding.gua terharu jugak la.tapi tak macho la klu ade yang mmg xmacho cakap,"ko kna gmuk skit nad,kang tade laki nak usha" wadefak kan? da la xmacho ckp gua cmtuh lak,bile gua marah ckp gua emo,xkacak la,xcool lah.so gua trus block lu la kan.maap la.gua de limit gua gak.

-tarik nafas-

sori,hanyut sebentar.just one thing to say,

i dun give a damn what u said ! eventho it did hurt me a lot,and it was really2 hard to forgive and forget but as i said i dun give a damn.'everybody got their own charms' (quote from Farah)

it isnt u to decide whether a guy wud look at me or not.anyhow sum guys did look at me and tried to know me better.it's just that they are not my jodoh.that's why i won't get into uncertain relationship other than marriage.insyaAllah...~

im in a weight-gain-programme,in healthy way.wish me luck!

another 6.5kg to go !

/me not famous.

2011-02-17T23:01:00.003+08:00

arini aku bukak blog hanis zalikha, fatin liyana dan juga maria elena.

wah wah wah.

im impressed, follower dorang riban2 dan post dorg sume panjang2 dan dorang chun dan juga stylo mylo dan juga pandai dan kelakar.(banyak nye dan)

aku sokong dorang tapi not as follower lah.bukak blog dorang skali skale leh la tapi nak update sume post macam imposibble jek.aku xnah follow blog orang other than aidid mua'ddib nye (btol ke eja?)

ade sebab kenapa aku xfollow orang yg sgt cool dan rmai follower,ini kerana....

mase kecik2 aku suke competition and ive been searching wat im gud at smpai la besar.cth,mse skolah rendah sume jenis ujibakat sukan aku try out seperti bola jaring,bola baling,pingpong,tennis,dan lain (termasuk olahraga spt lompat jauh).cth mase besar,kat skolah mara teringin nak rank tinggi nak nek pentas amek award,so ak seteragel (ini serius) dan akhirnya berjaya makan ciken chop dalam hall dan nek pentas.tpi bukan tuh je,aku audition utk teater skolah,berjaya jugak sebab lontaran sore kuat dan tak ramai yg try (kot).tapi skrang bab pelajaran da ke laut,i just wanna be more than average in the class (tuh pon tatau bjaya ke tak).oh ya,aku penah cube blaja gitar dan keyboard.oh yes since i love music so try la play music tp mcm xkmane je.da lupe da chord2 dan note2 sume.banyak lah mnde ak da cbe,maybe i shud post about them.yep i shud.my blog is getting rusty.

but the point here is the reason why i dun follow cool and famous bloggers other than aidid mua'ddib,the reasons are they are too cool,too good to be true,too right,too pretty (jeles tol),too smart and the reasons y the other bloggers followed them.so,i felt like do we have to be like them to become famous (it's not like i wanna b famous) but i just think that it makes the other girls envy about their life which seem so perfect and err erm supercool?but reality thats not happenin to everyone.but i guessed their readers just enjoy reading.

ahhh.tah2 aku yang envy dorang.demm!tapi aku tau tak sume orang same kan kan kan.sume orang ade kelebihan masing-masing (masih mncari dri sdri punyer).aku tatau la reason aku ade kaitan ke dgn cte competition aku tapi itu la rase cam kalah dalam competition blogging ! hahaha sebab sekian lame ak blogging follower ciput je dan komen jarang ade ke takde?nyeh(sejak ble ak kesah tah).actually, it's not because of their blogs but bcos of what they have,they got what-girls-like-me want.however,i did slap myself few times after reading their blogs so that i know where i stand.

im just me.anything but ordinary (ecewah tiru lagu avril)

ok dah happy,tatau nak cte kat sape so i let it out here.no offense, i do adore them a lot ! ^^

night peeps !

Cross-stitch

2011-02-05T19:55:00.001+08:00

Once upon a time,i learned how to do this...

-- Post From My iPhone

22.

2011-01-15T22:01:00.002+08:00

not yet.

ikut taun dah.

tua suda.

wattodo?

im not ready to be an adult just yet !

Falling Stars

2011-01-02T00:12:00.003+08:00

When you forget me
When you don’t remember my name
Not even a memory
Somewhere in the back of your brain
I won’t be offended
‘Cause I always knew that the day
Would come when I’m not enough to make you stay
You tell me it’s not possible, no way that we could break
But nothing is illogical, believe me

p/s: just leave me alone if u dun like me,dun make me smile and cry at the same time.

2011

2011-01-02T00:06:00.002+08:00

it's new year babe!!

but im not feelin it.haha other than its my mum's birthday.

sebab sem ni tak masuk kelas kot.heheh.

so tade harapan baru untuk belajar.

i just wanna be a better person :)

i want to look better,feel better,eat better,sleep better,sume lah better ataupon lebih baik dari semalam...

intern babe.

2010-12-06T15:45:00.004+08:00

haha.
nak tak nak kena gak intern.huhu.
kejap je da intern.pasni final year terus grad..n so on..
oho.
real life jus started.

hari ni first day intern n dis is wat happened:

around 845am aku sampai,tapi tade orang!lame ak duk terpinga-pinga kat bwh.kul 9 ak tex mmber ak yg kije sini,"hari ni cuti ke?".

ok.no reply.

910am..
akak receptionist smpi bukak pintu.weee.at last!ingatkan cuti tadi.die pon cite kat ak sape kje situ sume.arini rmai tade sbb sok kan cuti.so alang2 dorg amek cuti smbung trus.aku ditunjuk tempat duduk sume.dapat meja n komputer sendiri,rase cool skejap.

1230am..
aku dipanggil turun join meeting.ok nih agak lawak n scary sbb ade bos sume.dorg suh ak perkenalkan diri,
aku;"nama sy nadira bt nural azhan..tinggal di taman kosas..ampang.."
tuan mencelah cakap pe tah (aku lupe) tapi sumthin cm ak xperlu pon gtau duk mane sume.
aku; malu gler!!tadi suh kenalkn diri.expect len....

ok sumpah malu!!aku xpandang da muke tuan.

pastuh gi lunch,ade orang bnje.wee.jimat duit rini.
n skang tatau nk watpe.rase cm nk update blog lak.

k la de org sbelah ni,segan lak die nmpk ak duk post blog.

later!

firework.

2010-11-16T14:11:00.002+08:00

Katy Perry-*Firework*

Do you ever feel like a plastic bag
Drifting throught the wind
Wanting to start again

Do you ever feel, feel so paper thin
Like a house of cards
One blow from caving in

Do you ever feel already buried deep
Six feet under scream
But no one seems to hear a thing

Do you know that tehre's still a chance for you
Cause there's a spark in you

You just gotta ignite the light
And let it shine
Just own the night
Like the Fourth of July

Cause baby you're a firework
Come on show 'em what your worth
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
As you shoot across the sky-y-y

Baby you're a firework
Come on let your colors burst
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
You're gunna leave 'em fallin' down-own-own

You don't have to feel like a waste of space
You're original, cannot be replaced
If you only knew what the future holds
After a hurricane comes a rainbow

Maybe you're reason why all the doors are closed
So you can open one that leads you to the perfect road
Like a lightning bolt, your heart will blow
And when it's time, you'll know

You just gotta ignite the light
And let it shine
Just own the night
Like the Fourth of July

Cause baby you're a firework
Come on show 'em what your worth
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
As you shoot across the sky-y-y

Baby you're a firework
Come on slet your colors burst
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
You're gunna leave 'em fallin' down-own-own

Boom, boom, boom
Even brighter than the moon, moon, moon
It's always been inside of you, you, you
And now it's time to let it through

Cause baby you're a firework
Come on show 'em what your worth
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
As you shoot across the sky-y-y

Baby you're a firework
Come on slet your colors burst
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
You're gunna leave 'em goin "Oh, oh, oh!"

Boom, boom, boom
Even brighter than the moon, moon, moon
Boom, boom, boom
Even brighter than the moon, moon, moon

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blog ini dah jadi blog lagu lak.since music conveys my msg very well :) .anwy,katy perry among my fav artis!never failed me and she's super howt.

Jody.

2010-11-12T16:48:00.000+08:00

My new baby:Jody

i heart Chuck

2010-11-03T05:41:00.003+08:00

Terrified-Katharine McPhee Ft. Zachary Levi (Chuck)

youtube vid: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VpYzHIFz5lA

You, by the light
Is the greatest find
In a world full of wrong
You're the thing that's right

Finally made it through the lonely
To the other side

You set it again, my heart's in motion
Every word feels like a shooting star
I'm at the edge of my emotions
Watching the shadows burning in the dark

And I'm in love
And I'm terrified
For the first time and the last time
In my only life

And this could be good
It's already better than that
And nothing's worse
Than knowing you're holding back

I could be all that you need
If you let me try

You set it again, my heart's in motion
Every word feels like a shooting star
I'm at the edge of my emotions
Watching the shadows burning in the dark

And I'm in love
And I'm terrified
For the first time and the last time
In my only

I only said it 'cause I mean it
I only mean 'cause it's true
So don't you doubt what I've been dreaming
'Cause it fills me up and holds me close whenever I'm without you

You set it again, my heart's in motion
Every word feels like a shooting star
I'm at the edge of my emotions
Watching the shadows burning in the dark

And I'm in love
And I'm terrified
For the first time and the last time
In my only

p/s:this is the song when Sarah confessed to Chuck.awwww~

they r the sweetest most watchable most want-to-make-believe couple.Anyway,another confession,im in love with Zachary Levi (super howt) :D

empty.

2010-10-27T20:14:00.001+08:00

i felt better today.

empty-hearted n lonely.

i realized,i already moved on.

hot chelle rae-bleed

2010-10-21T06:58:00.004+08:00

I feel like I'm drowning in ice water

My lips have turned a shade of blue
I'm frozen with this fear
That you may disappear
Before I've given you the truth

I'll bleed my heart out on this paper for you
So you can see what I can't say
I'm dying here (I'm dying here)
'Cause I can't say what I want to
I'll bleed my heart out just for you

I've always dreamed about this moment
And now it's here and I've turned to stone
I stand here petrified
As I look you in your eyes
My head is ready to explode

I'll bleed my heart out on this paper for you
So you can see what I can't say
I'm dying here
'Cause I can't say what I want to
I'll bleed my heart out just for you

And it's all here in
Black and white and red
For all the times
Those words were never said

I'll bleed my heart out on this paper for you
So you can see what I can't say
I'm dying here
'Cause I can't say what I want to
I'll bleed my heart out just for you

I'll bleed my heart out just for you.

p/s:this is how it's felt for not being able to confess ur love.sigh~

Sungai Lui- Aizat

2010-10-18T12:56:00.000+08:00

Pejamkan matamu untukku
Dengarlah dunia berkata-kata
Usah kau ragu di sini tempatmu
Walau berubah di mata kita tetap indah
Selagi kau masih percaya

Ketawa kecewa terpisah
Jalan yang lurus kian berhalang
Adakah semua ini yang ku inginkan
Ataupun hanya mengejar dunia semata-mata
Ku harap ku masih percaya

Adakah semua ini yang ku inginkan
Ataupun hanya mengejar dunia semata-mata
Ku harap kau masih percaya

Buka matamu
Biar aku memelukmu
Kita bersama masih muda masih mentah
Ku harap kau masih percaya

Selama ini selama ini
Selama ini selama ini
Selama ini selama ini
Selama ini

p/s:sungai lui tuh kt mne?

Treasure Hunt, ETP and First Outing.

2010-10-11T01:10:00.004+08:00

i love mr saturday and sunday.
but,it's already end. :(

kosong.

2010-10-02T18:23:00.001+08:00

sape kate duk bilik sorang2 tuh pathetic,tade member,outcast,boring..haha

tapi sbenarnye takkan la setiap kali ade mase free nak keluar jalan2 abeh kan duit.duk bilik xwatpe pon bes,bleh kemas2 bilik,tgok2 citer,layan prasaan sorg2,pk ~~mase depan~~,~~buat esaimen~~, ~~studi? , update facebook~~ ,update blog, print notes, upload gambar,edit gambar,tukar profile foto,korek tinge,korek idung, potong kuku, tilik muke, basuh baju,jemur baju,lipat baju,dengar lagu,donlod lagu baru,masak2, dan yg paling bes adalah...TIDOOOOO !!

so,those including me who loves to spend quality time alone at room is not a loser,not at all...

if i had a room like this and oso dat dress,id rather stay in my room

dreaming fairytales~ hik3~

What's up.

2010-09-27T12:01:00.000+08:00

test 1

internship

assignment

lab report

replacement class

trip report

ros putih.

2010-09-04T22:12:00.001+08:00

aku tengah mencari brooch bunga ros.dah jumpe tapi kecik dan tipikal sangat,haih.benda2 yang aku bayang mesti tade kat market,bukan tade tapi susah nak cari.so aku prefer buat sendiri.aku memang suke buat2 D.I.Y (do it urself) stuff walaupun kadang2 tade bahan tapi aku men hentam je.

tadaaaaa!!!

===>

dapat jugak bunga yang aku nak,aku nak bunga tuh dr kain yang lembut dan kembang.

sepatutnye ade pin kat bawah untuk pin kat shawl tapi aku telah gunekan jarum peniti.haha.layan je r.janji leh cucuk kat selendang.

p/s:nilah antara hobi aku,tak kira mase dan tempat.

bold and honest.

2010-08-27T03:18:00.001+08:00

tak berniat pon nak sakitkan hati orang apetah lagi kawan yg rapat dengan kite.

slame ni aku diam,pendam je.i do miss my frens,but i wonder do they?

aku rase cam ak syokkk sendiri je.haha.

itu la,kawan ramai tp kawan yang ak rase ak leh share things xramai.

dan aku klu bleh aku nak stick ngan group tuh je,xnak tuka2 kwn,xbes kot.

ko tak rase belong to anyone.belong in grup la.

so to maintain the relationships,aku xle simpan prasaan xpuas ati cam dlu2.aku da penat syok sdiri,aku nak gtau je dengan jujur dan tatau malu.biar lah...bukan nye ak buat confession i love u.just xnak hilang kawan cmtuh je.xnak terasa ngan kawan sendiri.sebab aku kesah psal orang tuh.sebab aku xnak sakit lagi...

lagi bes klu mereka dapat rase ape yg ak rase utk mereka...

frens forever!hope so :)

list makanan.

2010-07-29T11:43:00.001+08:00

aku suke bli macam2 makanan,minuman or buah,

tapi pas letak lam peti,mesti lupe nak makan.

macam semalam,aku baru prasan aku ade 2 ketul big apple (dtg dari KL) aku lpe nak mkn.

tapi da makan tadi.hahaha.tatau la tuh kot2 pasni sakit perut.

list makanan yang ada dan (lokasi):

1.megi kari (lam kotak)

2.aiskrim (lam peti)

3.epal (lam peti)

4.hot dog (lam peti)

5.crab stick (lam peti)

6.french fries (lam peti)

7.super ring (atas meja)

8.roti (atas meja)

9.jus buah (peti rumah balqis)

new post.

2010-07-28T01:38:00.000+08:00

selalu time aku down atau excited.

aku mesti tekan new post.

bukan nye tak nak update blog tapi...

prasaan down ngan excited tuh tak tahan lame,

jadi,aku duk termenung je pk nak tulis ape.

last2 tak yah post lah,simpan and let go sendiri sajaa..

tapi sekarang da takde rumet.aku tatau nak cite kat sape da..

klu dulu maisarah la orang paling rapat ngan aku.

sume benda aku crite,no secret!

sekarang,aku blaja pendam sorang2 je.

ade la certain things aku leh share ngan orang len.

pape pon,sem nih rase lain sangat...

cth:

1.bangun tido tade orang kat katil sebelah.

2.tade orang nak tapaukan makanan mlm2 (tapi sem ni ak de trainin tiap2 mlm)

3.masak utk diri sendiri je

4.cerita bes,bengang n sedey simpan sorang2 je

5.sentiasa cek kunci klu nak kua bilik

6.tade sape nak bagi pinjam stapler pas siap print

7.tade seterika

8.tade orang nak share movie

9.tade orang nak teman tgk movie

10.tade sape nak dengar lawak aku

11...

12...

13....

14...

999...

1000..

1001...

infinity~

nak nangis leh?tapi cam lemah sangat je. :'(

satu sem je kayyy~

FIGHTING!

flashback.

2010-06-29T00:42:00.000+08:00

forgive and forget,

i wish it is that easy.

i missed it,

but it had hurt me badly.

i dun hate it,

but i had nothing to hold on to it.

someday,perhaps i'll have something like it and even more special than it....

Wayfarer,Marc Jacobs & Chanel.

2010-06-03T22:40:00.000+08:00

Baru 3 hari kat rumah,

dengan rasminye da bankrup.

aku terbeli 3 benda best dekat Petaling Street !

rambang mata wehhh.ade lagi satu beg chanel ak bkenan,tapi da bli dua da kot.

pape pon puas hati ! setelah sekian lame xshopping ^.^

pasnih klu nak jalan2 pon,tempat yang tade kedai la pulak.kui3

semalam pegi Ampang look out point.

saje jalan2 amek gmbr mlm,

scenery malam KL memang terbayekkk tapi.

bila ramai sangat orang,suasana damai tuh hilang...

Going places !

2010-05-30T20:47:00.001+08:00

aku dah decide !

cuti nih akan jadi paling best everrrrrr,sebab aku spend duit dan masa aku dengan jalan-jalan,makan-makan, dan juga photoshopping.

muahaha.no more malls?no way,mall dengan shopaholic cam aku takleh dipisahkan,'bagai aur dengan tebing'.

akan tetapi...akan aku kurang kan sebab duit pun kurang.So aku da decide da list down few places yang aku pasti pergi cuti sem ni.paling2 sikit pon lah atau paling komanggg in sleng ganu,10 tempat la aku nak lawat.insyaAllah klu tade halangan.hehehe.

ok,5 tempat pertama adalah...jeng3...

Zoo Negara -last pergi mase umo 3 ke 4 tahun tah,lost memory :(
Air Terjun Bukit Belacan-aku xpasti la air terjun atau sungai,yang pasti xpenah pegi
Ampang Look Out Point-nih penah pegi..hehe cantekkk.nak pegi lagi maybe makan2 ke?hihi
Lake Garden @ Taman Tasik Perdana-xpenah pegi,rmai org cakap cantik!must go go go~
Central Market & Petaling Street-penah pegi tp cam skejap sgt,CM xnah pegi..

okayh,

nih baru 5,ade lagi sebenarnye,

KL tuh de macam2,tapi baru sekarang aku perasan aku tak tau byk tempat sekitar KL tuh.

rugi2,sekarang da de peluang.akan ku gune spenuhnye!

tak sabar nye nak balikkkkkkkkkkkkkk!

holiday !

2010-05-17T21:03:00.001+08:00

entah nape,final = holiday.

hahaha.

sebab lepas final kite bercuti la kan.

so,aku da wish awal2,hepy hols sebab aku tau abeh last paper je sume lesap.

plan bukan men nk ronggeng la ape la.

las2 sume senyap.

(aku antara yg senyap)keh3.

tade mende sangat nak update.

da kate tengah final,study week wt pe la sgt.

sme je cm orang2 len except aku lagi relaks kot.ngeh.

terkini!aku sekarang dalam proses melibatkan diri dengan UPAG(UTP performing art group)

yeahh.nanti da konfem dapat aku citer lg detail la.

di ambang final

ak apply teknik engineering kat lampu meja ku sebab mentol die terang sgt dan terkeluar (silap beli mentol).tuh kipas kesayangan hamba,sangat byk mmbantu di saat global warming nih.so HOTT!

ni,teknik suke ati aku.ntah nape ak cm bminat nk amek gmbr kalkulator ni plak.dulll~

ini contoh hari yg yellow,alamak kantoi bilik ak kt mane.slalu skodeng k petang2,mmg tade aktiviti len slen ber-jitok,tgk muvi dan amek gmbr suke ati lagi.

lagho.

2010-05-09T00:25:00.002+08:00

hasil lagho malam ini.

ok.

jom tido,sok bgun awl sambung ~~lagho~~ studi.

Sejak pulang dari Pulau Perhentian.

2010-05-07T08:10:00.001+08:00

saya rase saya nak sambung minat saya dengan dunia air laut ni.

diving license!!yeahhh~

tibe-tibe,terbuka hati lihat gambar kawan saye menyelam di Bidong.

nampak sungguh seronok! memang pon!

hari tuh,saye sempat snorkeling je,

pagi sampai petang saye dalam air,

kecuali waktu matahari atas kepala sebab sayangkan kulit.kikiki.

yang penting,duit cukup~~

mase utk menabung!!

seronok kan?sape mau join aku?^.^

Bese-bese.

2010-04-19T22:01:00.000+08:00

nasib baik aku tanye,

agak terkejut tapi mane la aku tahu.

aku kawan dengan semua tapi tak semua aku rapat,

mungkin aku syok sendiri,

sebab bila aku dah rapat ngan mane2 kawan aku.

aku akan layan die baik2,tak berkira sangat,ambil berat pasal die,senang ajak lepak,senang nak tanye pendapat,kongsi masalah dan layan macam2 yang kawan-lebih-dari-kawan-bese-bese buat.

tapi kawan bese-bese nih macam kawan bese la.hahah.ade pon takpe,takde pon takpe.

macam takde effect la kot.

takpe lah.

ko pon kawan bese-bese aku.

sekian...

p/s:aku xmarah walaupon agak ~~bengang~~ upset tapi aku dah sedar mane tempat aku.

encik Olym.

2010-04-17T19:38:00.000+08:00

nak tau ~~sape~~ ape encik Olym?;

sila layari:http://amekgmbrsukeati.tumblr.com/

Biodata Encik Olym

nama:Olympus E500

umur:2 tahun tambah tambah

tarikh milikan Nadira:15 April 2010

Harga:tak terkire

ucapan:semoga saye dijaga dengan baik oleh tuan baru saye.saya sayanggg die.XD

❤ Vanilla Twilight.

2010-04-13T16:44:00.001+08:00

Vanilla Twilight-Owl City

The stars lean down to kiss you
And I lie awake and miss you
Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere

'Cause I'll doze off safe and soundly
But I'll miss your arms around me
I'd send a postcard to you, dear
'Cause I wish you were here

I'll watch the night turn light-blue
But it's not the same without you
Because it takes two to whisper quietly

The silence isn't so bad
'Til I look at my hands and feel sad
'Cause the spaces between my fingers
Are right where yours fit perfectly

I'll find repose in new ways
Though I haven't slept in two days
'Cause cold nostalgia
Chills me to the bone

But drenched in vanilla twilight
I'll sit on the front porch all night
Waist-deep in thought because
When I think of you I don't feel so alone

I don't feel so alone, I don't feel so alone

As many times as I blink
I'll think of you tonight
I'll think of you tonight

When violet eyes get brighter
And heavy wings grow lighter
I'll taste the sky and feel alive again

And I'll forget the world that I knew
But I swear I won't forget you
Oh, if my voice could reach
Back through the past
I'd whisper in your ear
Oh darling, I wish you were here

❤

auwwww.so sweeeeet ;D

tumblr.

2010-04-05T20:46:00.001+08:00

lepas da beli kamera nanti,
aku nak buat tumblr.
mesti.
hoho.

Hujung minggu.

2010-04-03T12:07:00.001+08:00

aku sepatutnye di rumah,

tapi las minit cancel sebab parens ku nak balik dungun tengok rumah.

So,nak wat pe nih?

Semalam aku pegi Charity Nite dkat CH.

agak bosan tapi enjoy tgk budak2 kecik have fun.

dak2 cina UTP pon sporting!cayalahh~

pastuh lepak ngan min,duwe n ajim.

agak jeles ngan min n ajim sebab dorg dpt amek gambar ngan lyana fizi estrella.demmm!

tapi kaver jeles tuh,buat2 cool je la.huhu.

nih first time aku pegi charity nite camni.

aku rase not bad r utk raise money buat orang2 yang memerlukan.

good idea la cume nak pegi tuh jangan paksa diri.

baru lah kite leh enjoy.

memang sangat tak bes klu pegi pastuh nyesal la,ape la.

buat diri sdri rase bosan n org len rase nyampah.

pape pon,

i had fun last night :D

harini nak pegi tengok prelim eupho lak.ayuh sume!

*amek gmbr dkat poster lyana fizi pn jadi la,bersama jufri

dull.

2010-03-28T18:46:00.000+08:00

my skin is dull,

my face is dull,

my life is dull.

dull,dull,duhhhh

i wanna know you.

2010-03-25T18:38:00.001+08:00

it has been some time i haven't accidentally bumped into u,

i donno wats this feelin call,

but...

i wanna noe u!!

p/s:ble mo add gtalk gua?huhu.

uneasy.

2010-03-15T09:27:00.000+08:00

im so looking foward for dis break but....
there are like 9 must-do works.
a test on monday!!
haihhh.
before this break.
the week was so hectic;
two test on friday in a row,
esaimens n lab report!
presentation pcs (it ws sux since got no time to prctice)

now,
cudnt think of enjoyin my hols,
coz i noe the hell week is coming aftr the break.
dis is tiring..worse than las sem.

anyway,il try my best to make it less hell.haha.
at least try to get some work done.
i oso manage to spend most of my time with my mother.hihi
that's the only best part of my hols.
:D

my wekend is not holiday.

2010-03-06T02:04:00.001+08:00

my todolist is getting longger till it cant fit the screen of my fon;

cool.

but i feel good bout it,haha.

i have things to do,

and it is educationally related,

so i have to do it,

and in order to complete it i have to study along.

so,i study.study.study;

for tests also...

i think im using my time for the right thing,right time,right way,right...

so, this is good right?.

i also do sports these days;jog,~~table tennis~~ ping pong,

tomoro have this volleyball match,i likeeee~

eventhou havent practice...yet

so,practice = match = win?lose?

let see what happens tomoro...

FIGHTING!!

The Fray !

2010-02-28T11:35:00.000+08:00

this is one of my favorite band.

their songs get thru my heart so deeply.

all of the lyrics are so meaningful and lovely.

so today,i decided to listen to their songs all day long~

: )

2010-02-24T11:34:00.001+08:00

Trip to Cameron was awesome!

it was all greeeeeeeeeeeeeeeen!and heaaaaaaaaaalthy

hehe.

i loikeeeeeeeee!

nak pegi lagi!nak masuk MARDI n nak pegi ladang teh boh.

huuu

stroberi nyum~

lepak-lepak

cameraman of the day

love red !

awesome sceneries :)

The Wall.

2010-02-08T22:30:00.000+08:00

"Sometimes you put walls up not to keep people out, but to see who cares enough to break them down..."

i donno y i like this quote but i think it is kinda true.just think about it...
:)

abang Nad.

2010-02-05T22:39:00.000+08:00

cis,

ajim n min duk panggil aku 'abe Nad',hampeh btol.

ntah nape,most of my guyfriends treat me like im one of them.

but,im glad they treat me that way coz it makes me feel comfortable.

im so flattered that ajim n min now take me as one of their 'geng lepak' group,

i just still haven't 'lepak' with other 3 members,

barely knew them actually,but i heard about them a lot everytime we 'lepak'.

it is really fun knowing ajim n min,

both can 'lepak' with me for hours and they are funny but of course,i wud be the 'bahan'.

i neva tot i wud 'lepak' with my guyschoolmate,since i made guyfriends only from my class and my homeroom.

because i tot all the boys are super 'kerek',they were!heheh

but heyy,"tak kenal,maka tak cinta".

we just met each other for like 2 weeks now,but it felt like i knew them for years.

we just talk about everything and make jokes of each other.

im truly glad i get to know them,they are fun and happening!eventhou its a bit late.haha

abe Nad B)

awal semester yang lapang.

2010-01-31T21:02:00.000+08:00

awal2 sem neh memang sangat lapang,

dan aku suke ! har3

sebab bleh plan nk gi mane2 on the spot,xyah pk ade meeting ke tak.

tapi xbanyak kuar pon,

banyak merehatkan badan jer....zZzzzZzz

tapi hari jumaat hari tu,

aku berjaya ke gua tempurung setelah sekian lame,

memang ak dah lame nak pegi tapi tade peluang,

pegi ramai2,5 kereta,memang syookkkk habeh!

gua tuh super besar ! beyond expectation,

n aku rase orang malaysia patut pegi,

semua orang patut pegi dan lawat sendiri gua tuh,

rase cam xcaye,40 minit dari utp je ade gua secantik dan sebesar itu.

sangat menarik !

aku teringin nak pegi lagi tapi mau pakej grand tour,

mencabar lagi..heheh,

aku rase neh boleh jadi hobi baru aku kot,

meneroka gua,

seyes aku suke giler2.

tapi hari tu pendek sangat,sob..rase cam kejap je dah kuar.

hmmm,

nak buat research la,

gua mne patut aku lawat next? ^o^

i am single & 21

2010-01-24T11:28:00.003+08:00

well,

not yet 21 la.hehe.

ntah nape balik utp wat ak rse sedih,terlalu banyak memori indah dan pahit.huu~

i don't care im single,i don't need a bf (yet),

wat i care most is dat people dat i care wud also care for me.

i hope they do,dat's my strength !

coz im damn weak if there's no one beside me.

im so thankful,i had neva been alone.

thanks frens!love u guys so muchh!u guys da best !

let's create more memorable things together here in UTP(tmpt plg bosan)!:D
honestly,UTP is not so bad coz u guys are around !
Thanks again,

especially to,duwe,yaya,jebon,nisa,aindz,farah,mae,gegad,eli,ella,
sarah,amar,nik,jufri

& all civilians girls and boys !

twenties girl.

2010-01-18T22:57:00.001+08:00

mwahahaha

spanjang hari ak duk bace cite neh!freee~

ingat nk bli tp mahal sangat.

ak search2 dapat dlod pdf nye!

gler ah sbjik je cm buku tuh.

seyes bes gler cite neh,macam tgk muvi je.

terbaikk!~

kwn2,
blh donlod disini,
http://findtoyou.com/ebook/download-twenties+girl-11598.html

second best thing dis holiday !

2010-01-17T13:58:00.000+08:00

xle nk sbut ngan kata-kata,

yang pastinye sangat best !

till we meet again guys !

thanks a lot !

tak tawu nape,aku sangat suke patung nih!

2010-01-15T19:43:00.000+08:00

my first patung :)

baru mampu bli,it cost me RM130!!damm mahal,tapi tak tahan da amek gambar dibadan sediri.huhu

tape la awl2 xde untung kan,baru start scara serius...

walaupon org kate ak kaya,ak miskin sbenar nye,duit ak tinggal bpe da.modal duit sdiri,minyak sendiri,patung pon duit sendiri,

so ak xkaye kayy!tapi aku suke bisnes!susah2 dahulu,senang2 kemudian,

harap2 doa kwn2 yang ckp ak kaye termakbul la ye..

ameeeen~

syukur.

2010-01-15T01:52:00.000+08:00

walaupon bkn DL,

tapi bersyukur lepas 3,

walau jtuh bgai di timpa tngga golek2 masuk longkang pstuh ke laut.

padan muke aku !

xgune menyesal kemudian.

buat lebih baik akan datang!

p/s:rezeki sume org len len

i'm ready !

2010-01-13T19:38:00.000+08:00

sweater? CHECK!

top? CHECK!

pants? CHECK!

shoes? CHECK!

bag? CHECK!

camera? CHECK!

money? CHECK!

ticket genting? CHECK!

can't wait ! it's gonna be the best trip ever !

rase cam gi oversea pdahal genting highlands je...

DAMNN EXCITED!

i just haven't met you yet xD

2010-01-10T14:37:00.002+08:00

Michael Buble-Haven't Met You Yet

I'm Not Surprised
Not Everything Lasts
I've Broken My Heart So Many Times,
I Stop Keeping Track.
Talk Myself In
I Talk Myself Out
I Get All Worked Up
And Then I Let Myself Down.

I Tried So Very Hard Not To Loose It
I Came Up With A Million Excuses
I Thought I Thought Of Every Possibility

And I Know Someday That It'll All Turn Out
You'll Make Me Work So We Can Work To Work It Out
And I Promise You Kid That I'll Give So Much More Than I Get
I Just Haven't Met You Yet

Mmmmm ....

I Might Have To Wait
I'll Never Give Up
I Guess It's Half Timing
And The Other Half's Luck
Wherever You Are
Whenever It's Right
You Come Out Of Nowhere And Into My Life

And I Know That We Can Be So Amazing
And Baby Your Love Is Gonna Change Me
And Now I Can See Every Possibility

Mmmmm ......

And Somehow I Know That It Will All Turn Out
And You'll Make Me Work So We Can Work To Work It Out
And I Promise You Kid I'll Give So Much More Than I Get
I Just Haven't Met You Yet

They Say All's Fair
And In Love And War
But I Won't Need To Fight It
We'll Get It Right
And We'll Be United

And I Know That We Can Be So Amazing
And Being In Your Life Is Gonna Change Me
And Now I Can See Every Single Possibility

Mmmm .....

And Someday I Know It'll All Turn Out
And I'll Work To Work It Out
Promise You Kid I'll Give More Than I Get
Than I Get Than I Get Than I Get

Oh You Know It'll All Turn Out
And You'll Make Me Work So We Can Work To Work It Out
And I Promise You Kid To Give So Much More Than I Get
Yeah I Just Haven't Met You Yet

I Just Haven't Met You Yet
Oh Promise You Kid
To Give So Much More Than I Get

I Said Love Love Love Love Love Love Love .....
I Just Haven't Met You Yet
Love Love Love .....
I Just Haven't Met You Yet

luv dis song so muchhh!it tot me how to wait and hope for NEW LOVE

*video terbaik!it makes me smile :D

the black skirt !

2010-01-09T23:16:00.000+08:00

been looking for dis kind of skirt,

just plain skirt (RM10 at the bazaar),

not too long,not too short,

kena pair ngn legging..hee..

but nak pkai g mne?

hmm.

pegi shopping brg blog?hihihi

pair ngan my new top also,from my blogshop itself (xsempat nak jual) haha

sbut sal bazar neh,

hmm,

sangat dull,mcm lack of promotion,

tade orang datang,

yang lalu pon sbb secara tak sengaja..

kui3,

but at least i manage to sell some !

some stalls NO SALES at all.

ish kesian...

it was my first bazaar(second after convofair),not bad la for newbie.heheh

*muke penat lagi bosan

inila booth tak seberapa,but at least manage to make some sales.kikiki

it is not good bye.

2010-01-09T01:29:00.001+08:00

muka helwa sume senyum paksa,haha

memang sedih tengok member pegi jauh...

tapi takpe,internet ade!

we rarely sms/chat with each other,

but we never missed a chance to meet up during semester break,

now,

it's gonna be like once a year or maybe once in 2 years,

it is sad,so sad,coz i never kept a secret from her,

she knows my problems,my crushes,whats happenin in my life,everything...

i wish she wud stay strong out there,

i know she's stronger than i am,

no matter what happen she is always be my BFF.

do come back as a better person and stay healthy my dear!

eh,nak install skype r

i'm sorry,i quit.

2010-01-07T16:40:00.000+08:00

been thinking bout it this whole holiday,

but i wont tell them till i finish all my task,

i never quit,

but my heart just not into events/clubs anymore,

i am not as commited as i used too,

i want to do the best,

but i know,eventhou i say that a lot,it just doesnt work anymore,

i love joining events,

but actually,i love them more than i love my books,

haha

as much as i want to study,

but my heart and soul just keep thinking bout the events.

i turn up early at meetings(used to)

starting last sem,

im so damn lazy to go to meetings,

i would whining to my rumate(sian rumate) how lazy i am to go to meetings,

i'd rather spend my wekends at home/room than working on events,

i've thought more bout myself (academically),bout wat my parents hoping for,

im not smart,i dunno how to divide my time,i dun folow my timetable,

i really2 need to work hard on my study,

i want to make my family proud,

and i want to make myself proud (i neva proud of myself)

i just wanna be a better person.

in order to execute this special task,

i've got to be on my own,

and i dun wan to be bound to anything or anyone,

just me myself....

however,

i wont runaway,i just quit,

il be here if anyone needs me,willing to help!

p/s:nih bukan azam tahun baru.heheh

the trip.

2010-01-07T00:20:00.000+08:00

hari ni aku ada lawatan sambil belajar ke bota,

perjalanan bermula dr rumah,

naik moto ngan adik,singgah pos barang jap,pstuh adek drop kt tempat bas,

nek bas pegi lrt ampang,

lrt ampang ke masjid jamek,

tukar kelana jaya line ke kl sentral.

hmm

sampai jam 12 50pm,tren kl-ipoh gerak kul 1300 sharp!

naek trun tangga cari kaunter tiket,

las2 jumpe eskalator ke platfom tren tuh,

ade pakcik ktm,maybe driver tren,macam tgh get ready nak turun r,

aku pon tanye,'pak cik,mne nak bli tiket ke ipoh?'

pakcik tuh cakap belah kanan sane sambil tunjuk arah,

pstuh beliau cakap,'lagi 5 minit nak gerak nih'

aku jawab,'ye ke,jap ek pak cik tunggu saye tau'(selamba je),

aku pon berlari2 ke kaunter,men pegi je,pdahal kena amek nombor dlu,

tapi time tuh sume kaunter ade org,

ak tengok pakcik tadi ikut blakang aku,die gtau kat akak kaunter urus tket ak dlu,

uwaaaa,sungguh terharu dan berterima kasih.

akhir nya ak dapat bli tiket!

trus berlari nek tren(org las)

tepat jam 1.00 pm!tren gerakkk.pehhh sharp giler,aku da peluh2 lega...

disebabkan seat ekonomi yang murah da abeh,terpaksa amek 1st class nye,

tak rmai org pon,

so bes r,

agak jakun disitu,due seat aku sorang,tepi blakang tade orang,

mwahahaha,

ape lagi duk snap gmbr je (sbb nak tukar profile pic fb)

tbe2,aku tringat..aku xsempat bli air ngn makanan,haihh,

xsempat kuar kan duit!

tym tuh duit tinggal rm14 jekkkkk

pstuh plg dasyat lupe nk bli top up,

top up ak tggl 5 sen je,tapi nsib bek mxis da mju ade advance top up,dpt la rm2,legaa...lagi

dapat miskol mak.hehe

sal mkanan lak,aku tahan je lapa kjap,

ade adek neh(die pggil ak akak) jual gne troli.cam cool gak,

aku ingt nk amek gmbr die,tpi segan.

dapat la bli air minuman.fiuhhh..sangat hepi disitu dapat nek tren n bli air.hahaha

oh n top up.

duit skrang tggl rm12..ngam2 ckup utk bli return tiket yg ekonominye.

smpi bt gjh,cik balqis da tunggu,

sangt terhutang budi ngn cik balqis,banyak menolong!!

da bli tiket sume,

strait ke tempat tujuan utama iaitu mengambil IC kat JPN Bota,jauh kan..

tape2 jauh pemandangan luas pengetahuan (btol ke?)

smpai jpn tuh,die cek cap jari,as usual x same,

xpenah same pon kot,jari ak neh memang spesel.

nsib bek bleh amek gak IC,haihh dr jauh ak dtg tuh,

da setel sume,

bnje cik balqis,n isi perut yg lapo giler neh,

burpp~~(skrang)

kul 6 da ad kat tren station bt gjh,

terjumpe la pulak mmbe ngn mak die,

mak die nek tren sme ngn aku gak,very friendly.

tapi die klas 1st, aku ekonomi.

xjumpe da la pstuh,

nek tren ak dapat due seat jgak.hahaha

pdahal sblh depan blakng sume full.

aku spesel lg dapat due seat ak sorg.

bes nek tren mlm excep die xtutup lampu!

aku da nyenyak tdo,ble tersedar xle tdo da,sbb lampu terang sgt,haihh

jam 9 pm smpi kl sentral,

trus blk umah,sampai lam kul 10 kot.

konklusi nya sangat pjg n byk lg ak tak tulis sini,

tape yg len tuh smpi ble2 aku ingat,

bce post neh je ak da ley recall in da future.

fun r buat bende gini sorang2.hahah

tapi klu ade pakwe or laki teman lagi bes.hihi

bleh r pegi honeymoon nek tren psnih.

huarggghhh~

da ngantuk.

gotta sleep,tomoro another trip!:D

i *heart* this pic (wlaupon amek syoksndri)

Sungguh ! Sungguh ! Sungguh !

2010-01-03T16:41:00.000+08:00

sungguh...................

sungguh aku tanak balik UTP !! DAMN IT !!

Gotong-royong bersama Ayah.

2010-01-02T00:51:00.000+08:00

around jam 9 mlm tadi,

ayah aku buat spotcheck,hahaha,adoi kantoi bilik ~~bersepah~~ kurang kemas.hehehe.

bilik ak neh pack ngn dua katil single + barang2 dr utp + brg2 bisnes = sepah!

sekarang NEAT & ada ruang skit untuk bernafas.hahaha.

mula-mula,

ayah aku duk arah alih tuh,alih nih,letak sini,letak situ.tapi las2,ayah aku gerak skali.heheh.

barang2 yg tak guna terus ke sampah.haihh.aku syg brg2 aku sbenar nye,tp tade ruang da.nak bg org xsnggup(ad kerosakan/lusuh).nak jual?lagi la xbley.

bila pk2,neh aktiviti yg bgus utk mula 2010.nex year lak gotong royong.haha

pape pon,

Avatar da siap dlod,ayuh tonton!

alamak!seksi lak patung tuh

How are you?

2009-12-31T00:19:00.000+08:00

it's weird when i told my ex wat happen to me past 2 years,

who were i in and out of love with,

but im glad thou,

he suddenly care for me,

as a friend k,

he neva tot i had a rough life,was i?

agak la kot,

my lovelife was horrible,nothing work out.

dunno where it went wrong.

but now,

i cant even recall wat had happen until i told him everything.

im so over the past!

happy new year!i wish i wud live peacefully nex year and so on!

i dun wan any problems with anyone.eva again!

peace no war y'all!!

Bukuan hati.

2009-12-18T22:34:00.000+08:00

da lame terbuku lam hati aku neh,

hari2 aku fikir,

bley buat novel beribu muka surat da kot.

hehehe.

aku terfikir,bile la nak berisi sket!

aku kurus tahap orang bley panggil batang kayu,

takpun,

stranger baru kenal leh bagi nasihat suh mkn byk2,

apekan lagi sedara mara aku.... -.-'

nak suh aku MAKAN BANYAK??

xpayah laaa...bukan nye ak takde selera,terlebih selera ade r,

nasi adalah makanan kegemaran aku,

sehari kena makan sekali atau due atau maybe tiga..hehehe

lapa jer,cari makanan,lapa,makan,lapa,makan.pastuh tido..hahah

klu orang cakap aku kurus sangat ke,batang kayu ke,suh makan banyak2 ke,

nak tau aku watpe?

aku cakap..~~"ikut ske ati aku r,bukan nye ak nak jadi kurus keding!!*&*%^&7$#$!!"~~

tettttttt..salah!!

aku :) senyum jerrr...senyum kambing tak ikhlas..heheheh..lam hati...tettttttt hanya Tuhan yg tahu..huhu

sebenarnya kan,

mengata orang,

cth 1:"weh,kurus gler ko,xmkn ker?xya2 r diet,laki tgk pon xlalu",kata A kepada B yg kurus keding

adalah menyakiti si B sama seperti jika,

cth 2:"weh gemokkk!",kata A kepada C yg gemuk

turut menyakiti si C,

so mcm,

aku paham perasaan orang yg agak berisi neh bile orang kata diorg gemuk,

dan perangai orang mcm si A neh,

blh membawa kemurungan kepada si B dan C.

morale down cm orang putih kate...

paling xle blaaa..

ade gak orang jeles ngan aku yg keding,

padahal lam hati...xde nye nak kurus cam aku,

yea diorg jeles sbb aku takya diet..duhhh~

tapi btol gak kot,xya diet!makan je sesuke hati,

berat mantainnnn~

har3

aku ingat nak tambah 5 KG cuti neh,

tapi,susah seperti yang disangka...

hahaha

takpe lah,

perlahan-lahan la ye..

bukan aku yang nak kurus,

dah memang ketentuan Ilahi,

sampai masa nanti,berisi la sikit..

janji sihat walafiat.

ameeeen~

p/s:aku post neh bukan sebab ade orang mengata ke apa ke,aku tak simpan lam hati pon,neh sebab baju yang aku bli,ak takut nak pakai sebab aku kurus keding...hehhh(moral down)

Free & Peaceful.

2009-12-11T19:01:00.000+08:00

i donno how to write bout what i feel right now,

but i do feel free & peaceful,

my life is getting better,

and i feel free coz im single,young,matured?,attractive?hahah

and ive got nobody on my mind,

i have better things to think about,

i let go all those rubbish thoughts,

i got over all my past on my bad relationships,

i dun feel like i need someone,

i dun feel lonely coz i have my family and frens by my side,

dat really makes me happy,

and i dun have to think bout my feelings,about love,bout anyone,

coz i know i dun have ~~any~~ yet.. :)

can i use the word content?

coz that's wat my life is right now

i wish it would stay like this forever,

ops,somehow i need to get married, not single forever. :D

Duit duit,dimana ko duit.

2009-12-08T01:40:00.000+08:00

petang tadi,around 2 30pm.aku pegi berjumpa sorang member neh yang nk kenalkan aku dengan stu bisnes baru.bisnes neh bley dikatakan MLM(multi level marketing),ak da tau surface sket2 sal bisnes neh. interested la kan,tuh sanggup pegi lepak ngn mmbe(da join) dgr sume penerangan die.seyes,aku interested gler,tapi ade ragu2 gak r.xnak r excited sangat sebab aku tau parents ak mesti tak stuju.so,aku cool je la.balik umah aku citer kat mak aku.memang r produk die bes,dapat tolong budak2 skolah score A upsr ngan pmr.tapi,lepas 2-3 jam,aku ade was2 lak.sebab die macam sistem piramid ade branch sume.lg rmai org bwh kita lagi bnyk duit kita dapat.mule2 pikir sal produk tuh halal la,dapat tolong budak2 sume,tapi pk2 aku aim kat mane sbenarnya?stakat jual program tuh aku suke la,stuju sangat,klu ak jadi budak skolah pon aku nak cemerlang.namun begitu,klu cari dealer under aku sendiri aku da kurang pasti,kena kembang kan carta aku,den accumulate money from others,da jadi len kot..bukan bisnes da tuh,macam skim cepat kaya la kan.sebab bila da kmpul rmai org,aku leh duk goyang kaki,duit masuk jeee lam akaun.huhh!!lepas berchit-chat ngan ayahku,btol pe kate bliau,duit skit tape jnji halal n berkat.however,i love the score A program not the business part.

Astaghfirullah..

terleka seketika kerana wang!sungguh aku sedang mencari wang neh.aku dah la ade sindrom,'angkakaunbankxlesikitapiskeblanje'.fuhhh.panjang tuh.

so,dengan hasil penjelasan ayah aku,aku stuju 100% dengan kata2 beliau.ayah aku pon offer modal untuk bisnes aku,hahaha,no interest kayy..kna byr blk modal je.kikiki.sekarang aku smangat bisnes aku balik!!nak cari new items lak yang tade orang buat online lagi.lampu mentol da menyala,membara neh harharhar.mule2 ingat nak keje je,due tiga hari nih duk job hunting je.alang2 ade mase lagi sbulan lebih neh,leh la keje kan.tapi ak bukan nye jenis komited makan gaji,aih xsnggup nk tggu sbulan baru dapat duit.hohoho.

eventhough,money is not everything but everything needs money,we should seek for Allah's blessing in every penny we earn.

kaf-ba-ro-kaf-alif-ta-num

Bersiri.

2009-12-07T13:07:00.001+08:00

Siris-Siris yang aku sedang ikuti:

Ugly Betty

Season 4

my rating: 9.5/10

sekarang menunggu turn untuk dlod episod 8.

The Big Bang Theory

Season 3

my rating: 9/10

aku lagi ske big bang theory dari how i met ur mother,layan series neh from season 1 lagi,memang bes!!

sekarang tunggu episod 10 utk kuar...

Gossip Girl

Season 3

my rating: 9.5/10

haa,yang nih ramai org layan,first series english aku.hahah,before this aku layan korea,jpon n taiwan je.pas tgk series neh aku start tgk series english yg len lak.yang neh dr season 1 aku ikut,tade miss satu pon.heheh

sedang dlod episod 11 dah 50% hihi

90210

Season 2

my rating: 9/10

yang neh bes gak,bley lawan gossip girl r.tapi baru lagi.suke sebab ade liam yang hot gler!!

sedang tunggu episod 12 lak.kikiki

aku macik serabai.

2009-12-01T01:23:00.001+08:00

sebelum cuti,

aku excited giler nak mampus,xsaba nak cuti,

macam2 da plan smpai xleh fokus blaja,

hahah,

sekarang da cuti,

aku duk umah,

rambut ~~serabai~~ ngan tshirt ngan suar trek or suar pape yg bkn jeans,

lepak men game phone,dlod applications,tgk tv,

dlod movie,dlod ugly betty,

tunggu gosip girl,90210 ngan big bang theory kuar,

usha blogshops ari2,

check email hari2,

facebook hari2,

yang peliknya,

aku sangat malas kuar rumah,

slalu nye cuti ade je plan kuar~~(sebab nga saving pas bli fon),~~

sekarang takde unless ade org invite,

nasib bek,ade gak org nk ajk aku kuar,

aku sangat super malas untuk ajak org,sebab aku malas nak kuar..

so klu org ajak tuh,

ble da say yes,nak taknak kena kuar gak,

yang pasti nya,

aku nak gi genting highlands!!

ngan kawan2 skolah lame..

tym raye ritu enjoy gler ngan diorg walaupon lame da tak jumpe,

tapi bes2,

kadang2,kawan-kawan yang kte tak braper rapat,tapi ble jumpe blk bley lepak,borak cam dulu2 tuh la kawan sejati...

daripada,kwn yg kte anggap baik,tapi ble renggang or cuti ke,den jumpe balik dah jadi awkward or da tak rapat.pelik kan?

dat's lifeee~

baru ku sedar,

cuti tuh 2 bulan kot!!

tak kan nak lepak golek2 atas katil,

golek2 atas sofa depan tv jerrrr...

aku nak nek kan berat badan,

so mkn la banyak2 kan,

tapi dah makan banyak,

mak aku kate kena la exercise...

aku patut mule exercise kot,

esok swimming jummm!!

tibe-tibe~~~

semangat tanak bazirkan cuti datangggg.

oh sungguh!

aku tanak biar ia berlalu begitu saja!

well sok pagi go swimming,

den kazen nak datang men keybod,

bley blaja dari die,

den got a bisnes meeting at nyte,

hmm a good start after a long deeeeeeeeep sleep,

yeahhh!!

i believe there is no better place than home :)

OMG!

2009-11-28T19:43:00.000+08:00

i jus notice a fren of mine,

a fren i barely knew la,

he changed his relationship status to sum1 else,

not to dis fren of mine,

OMG!

i didn noe~

he met sum1 else very fast i guess,

even after they hv been together for more den 3 years...

i hate dat guy now,

but i have no right,

its their life,

i can see my poor fren is in vain,

coz i noe,

he was the love her life,

she tot of marriage,a great famili with him,

now im scared,

its not the first tym i've heard this kind of story,

but many2 times already,

i dun wanna have dat kind of relationship,

which u love so much,

which u wud talk about everyday,

then u lost it in a blink of an eyes,

'love can change',

dats all i noe..

i also noe,

girls are not strong when handling with break ups,

they will show that they r strong,

but deep inside,

huhuhu,

only God knows,

but im sure,

my fren is recovering!!

she has lots of back ups!!

Let's us GIRLS show some GIRL's POWER!!

hehehe...

p/s:no man,no cry..

nothing much.

2009-11-20T23:43:00.001+08:00

takde benda sgt nak update,

bz ngan exam,

hell weeksss!!

i guess,

dat wat makes being a student different than those whose not,

(sedapkan hati)

i have so many plans,

genting!mrsm gathering!shoppin wit the mader!

openin another blogshop?alredi have it,tp tak official bukak lagi,no items yet,

but im clearing all my old stuffs (vintage?),

which still in good condition,

and2,

can't wait to touch my keyboard,

im sure gonna learn lots new songs,

i wish i cud learn playin keyboard properly.huhu.

but the lessons cost so much (ps:im broke!)

hmm

i was chattin with my dearest fren,

she was a very good fren of mine since in mrsm,

every sem break,we hang out,

sad news,

she's flying to Germany this january,

arghhhhh~

cant belive time passd so fast,

now shes leaving me..

sungguh sad :(

but shes goin to further her study not to play aroun..

i donno y,but i felt like im losing so many frens dat are closed to me these days.

haih~

*guess where she is?hehehe

1st post via iPhone

2009-11-08T16:06:00.001+08:00

Hari kedua,
Mcm2 app ak letak.seronokkk!
Akhir nya mjadi milikku...~
Test uplod pic:

Neh gmbr bfast pgi td

Pg td jugak,grading adikku,ayub

- Posted using BlogPress from my iPhone

Great lesson learned !

2009-11-05T14:23:00.000+08:00

i've met many people these few days,

either good or bad,

and also collaborating with stranger i neva met,

we just talk n chat as if we've met for years within dis two days,

at last,

we won and we got back what is ours,

and we got a great lesson and experience,

and i got new friend,

whos i neva tot of having or meet,

but thanks to him,

everything settled,

i dunno what happen next,

i guess it is good bye between me and him,

he got his own life and i got mine.

for me,

this is a very good experience and i will never forget it eva!

i really want to see those ppl who helped me

and treat them to dinner or hang out,

especially this new fren of mine,

but i noe we r far away and from different world,

howeva,im glad we get to noe each other.

thank you,thank you so much!

May God bless u owayss!

wat a day~

2009-11-03T19:31:00.000+08:00

today,

is the day il never forget in my life.

it's weird,damn freaky,

but yes,

a very great experience to me.

in good or bad way.

life must go on~

ketagihan membeli-belah.

2009-11-02T21:07:00.001+08:00

aku tau,

ramai pompuan de masalah same cam aku,

tapi aku pon tau mereka boleh kawal,

aku tak boleh,

boleh tuh boleh,

tapi sekejap jer,

pastuh balik kepada asal,

dalam hati aku cani r,

"klu xbli kang nyesal lak blk t" (situasi di luar)

"klu xbli kang ade org len ambik,pstuh takde restock da"(situasi di bilik-online)

huhu..

nak dekat2 exam neh lagi la ketagih nya,

ye bagi aku,

bila shopping atau membeli belah nih,

aku lupa semua benda,(xingat dunia la katakan)

dan keadaan aku masa tuh terbaik la,

paling bahagia,sangat bahagia~

hahaha

orang kata kat utp takda benda,

cane mau shoppin,

tapi aku still ade internet,

online shopping wes!

ya transfer duit gune cimbclicks,

sok luse brg sampai kat blok O,

senang kan?

barang2 pon tade la mahal,tapi bila da banyak mahal gak kot jadinya.

aku da spend hundreds kot online.heheh

tapi stakat neh xde kena tipu or menyesal lagi la,

sume puas ati!

kadang2 better than expected.

sbb tgok gamba je kn,tiba2 brg sampai.perhhhh~

sekarang neh matlamat aku satu je,

cuti neh nak clear barang2 aku.

jual sume yang tak pakai or tak penah pakai.

heheh

sambung bisnes aku yang tgh on hold tuh

dapat duit,bley shopping barang baru.hehe.

shopping tetap di hati,

better than having boyfren kot (sebab aku single hahar)

apa aku mengarut pon aku tatau,

sekarang tgh tggu barang 'paling mahal' ak nah bli.

insyaAllah sok sampai.yeehaaa~

showing off sumthing dat i bought TODAY.

*the red shoes,hihi